time of ingestion :: approx. 3:00am
duration :: approx 2½ hours
amount of substance :: unknown (large bump on end of key)
A little buzzed from alcohol but otherwise sober.. just ate 2 yummy delcious bagels with my fave combo of ingredients (sunflower seeds, creamcheese, butter, cucumbers, apple, bacon bits, apple slice, garlic salt, cinnamon, raisins.. bagel itself slightly toasted).. anyone from SIU in c'dale, Ill knows what im talkin about. went back to the apt and had my friend hold a key bump up to my nose for me... ive been known to 'miss' when it comes to bumps- bottom line i dont trust myself to do it. dont know how much was on the key but that was enough. immediately the room spun- not a straight spin.. kind of like a home made video camera bouncing around sporadically.
A knock at the door downstairs, oh shit... was that the door? cannot move and refuse to for an hour. pulled the cover over my eyes. silence.......................... room spin, tummy grumble.. lights went out. who turned off the lights. put my head down on a pillow and proceeded to melt into the floor. after slumping onto the pillow i could no longer lift my head. everything went blurry and i lost my vision for approximately 15 minutes. during this time period i remember feeling lost, confused and terrified. I thought "this is it. Im going to die." not a complete acid frenzy thought, but more of a controlled feeling i was willing to comply with. after regaining some vision i was in the same spot and still unable to move.
My friend was tapping me on the forhead asking me if i was alive. i could only blink and not respond. again, i thought of death and tried to tell him to call for some help. only a muffled moan came out. this was also the first time i experienced true tunnel vision. my limbs did not exist, i could not feel anything.. no wonder it's an anesthetic. this terrible feeling lasted another 40 minutes until my other friends came in the room and i got up to vomit. hope this clarifies the actual k hole. i was still not in the right state of mind when i wrote the trip report.
My friends like "hey, you okay? can u talk?" i knew what i wanted to say but no words would form. all i could reply with was "confusion" my brain, my hads my insides, my soul, the closet, the person in front of me was backwards, inside out sideways, and lost. i looked at my hand at arms length. :::this is not my hand::: my two other friends come back and all i hear is a muffled nitrous sounding "waaw waww waw wawwa k-hole" tummy grumble, up i stand (crooked) and VOMIT... phew.. made the toilet. are those whole unflower seeds? go downstairs (difficult) sideways and play in the sand volleyball court. I look at a friend and say "wow, first time ketamine reminds me of DXM. but DXM is way better"
Go back inside (sideways) and sneeze.. then sneeze again. im allergic to k, uh oh. sneeze sneeze violently sideways. am i leaning to the left? or the right? sneeze. time for an antihistamine. gulp it down with water.. uh oh, tummy grumble bad. VOMIT. made the toilet baby. i see the pink and white capsule floating. sneeze. then lay in the bed. here i am again. on a drug and in my bed, hoping to fall asleep but knowing sleep will not come. my fingers are so not attatched to my hand. i look at my hand again, still does not belong to me. slightly sideways but regaining composure. never again will the hand of another give me a bump.
The end folks.. no more k holes.
[Changed topic from "1st k hole" to comply with forum guidelines, inserted update of trip report into main report, and added some paragraph breaks -Splatt]
[ 11 July 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
duration :: approx 2½ hours
amount of substance :: unknown (large bump on end of key)
A little buzzed from alcohol but otherwise sober.. just ate 2 yummy delcious bagels with my fave combo of ingredients (sunflower seeds, creamcheese, butter, cucumbers, apple, bacon bits, apple slice, garlic salt, cinnamon, raisins.. bagel itself slightly toasted).. anyone from SIU in c'dale, Ill knows what im talkin about. went back to the apt and had my friend hold a key bump up to my nose for me... ive been known to 'miss' when it comes to bumps- bottom line i dont trust myself to do it. dont know how much was on the key but that was enough. immediately the room spun- not a straight spin.. kind of like a home made video camera bouncing around sporadically.
A knock at the door downstairs, oh shit... was that the door? cannot move and refuse to for an hour. pulled the cover over my eyes. silence.......................... room spin, tummy grumble.. lights went out. who turned off the lights. put my head down on a pillow and proceeded to melt into the floor. after slumping onto the pillow i could no longer lift my head. everything went blurry and i lost my vision for approximately 15 minutes. during this time period i remember feeling lost, confused and terrified. I thought "this is it. Im going to die." not a complete acid frenzy thought, but more of a controlled feeling i was willing to comply with. after regaining some vision i was in the same spot and still unable to move.
My friend was tapping me on the forhead asking me if i was alive. i could only blink and not respond. again, i thought of death and tried to tell him to call for some help. only a muffled moan came out. this was also the first time i experienced true tunnel vision. my limbs did not exist, i could not feel anything.. no wonder it's an anesthetic. this terrible feeling lasted another 40 minutes until my other friends came in the room and i got up to vomit. hope this clarifies the actual k hole. i was still not in the right state of mind when i wrote the trip report.
My friends like "hey, you okay? can u talk?" i knew what i wanted to say but no words would form. all i could reply with was "confusion" my brain, my hads my insides, my soul, the closet, the person in front of me was backwards, inside out sideways, and lost. i looked at my hand at arms length. :::this is not my hand::: my two other friends come back and all i hear is a muffled nitrous sounding "waaw waww waw wawwa k-hole" tummy grumble, up i stand (crooked) and VOMIT... phew.. made the toilet. are those whole unflower seeds? go downstairs (difficult) sideways and play in the sand volleyball court. I look at a friend and say "wow, first time ketamine reminds me of DXM. but DXM is way better"
Go back inside (sideways) and sneeze.. then sneeze again. im allergic to k, uh oh. sneeze sneeze violently sideways. am i leaning to the left? or the right? sneeze. time for an antihistamine. gulp it down with water.. uh oh, tummy grumble bad. VOMIT. made the toilet baby. i see the pink and white capsule floating. sneeze. then lay in the bed. here i am again. on a drug and in my bed, hoping to fall asleep but knowing sleep will not come. my fingers are so not attatched to my hand. i look at my hand again, still does not belong to me. slightly sideways but regaining composure. never again will the hand of another give me a bump.
The end folks.. no more k holes.
[Changed topic from "1st k hole" to comply with forum guidelines, inserted update of trip report into main report, and added some paragraph breaks -Splatt]
[ 11 July 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
