BishopsBishop
Bluelighter
A bit about me, I'm a moderately experienced ketamine user, and a previously very experienced methoxetamine user, therefore I have a cross-tolerance for both. I have never truly been into a real 'k hole', not with just ketamine in me anyway, but this is my next favourite thing to do with Ketamine. Sidenote: I much prefer using ketamine on my own, it's not really a social drug for me.
Sunday evening, got the most part of a gram left over from Friday night. Had a few small lines whilst getting some work done, now it's about 12am and it's time to go deep. I carry my laptop and headphones over to my bed, set up a playlist (melodic dubstep, phaeleh-esque stuff) and rack up my 300mg.
Ketamine insufflated, I start my playlist and lie back on my bed - eyes closed. The first signs of the experience are the slow loss of attachment to my body. This is shortly followed by my favourite beginnings of ketamine and other disassociatives - the slightly-forced sensation of just floating down, like the world is slowly pushing past you as you're lowered at a fairly quick pace into darkness.
At this stage there's very little visually happening, just some great distortion of the music I'm listening too. I can reverse the previous sensation and push myself back up, past my house, and out the roof - I notice the familiar 'feeling' as if my body is receiving tactile sensations from this fake constructed tunnel around me. It feels almost like an energy.
Gaining a more visual ketamine experience for me seem to be strongly based on how closed me eyes are, and where my eyes are focussing. With my eyes completely closed, like pushed down, there is nothing. With a slight opening at the bottom, just enough to let a trickle of light into my field of view, and the ketamine begins to have it's fun. Taking some basic visual data, even as small as a tiny sliver of the uninteresting wall opposite me, and warping it into something completely different. Staircases, cathedrals, cities, all within which I can slowly float around in - zooming in and out. Sometimes I'm slowly forced towards a tiny detail, as if I'm looking at my ceiling at a microscopic distance, and others everything pans back out and there's a large scene.
At some point I've floated into a scene in a busy pub - black and white, with people in full detail sat laughing and drinking at a table, and I just float into the middle of them. The key here is not to change my focus - if I try to look 'around' the scene, I'll lose the visual entirely. This is something that's taken a few experiences to master.
Between these floating scenes I'll open my eyes - it's so entertaining to watch the illusion you've been sat in unravel back into you room. A fence around a prison pulls it's way back into becoming the corner of my sofa.
I'm able to play with these visuals for at least an hour before I've had my fun, and I try to sleep. This takes longer than usual, as I'm still fairly disassociated and the ketamine tries to work with my eyes closed.
The experiences are becoming a little tamer as I solve the once 'magical' tricks of ketamine's visuals, so I may decide to drop the stuff sometime soon.
Anyone else enjoy Ketamine in the same way?
Sunday evening, got the most part of a gram left over from Friday night. Had a few small lines whilst getting some work done, now it's about 12am and it's time to go deep. I carry my laptop and headphones over to my bed, set up a playlist (melodic dubstep, phaeleh-esque stuff) and rack up my 300mg.
Ketamine insufflated, I start my playlist and lie back on my bed - eyes closed. The first signs of the experience are the slow loss of attachment to my body. This is shortly followed by my favourite beginnings of ketamine and other disassociatives - the slightly-forced sensation of just floating down, like the world is slowly pushing past you as you're lowered at a fairly quick pace into darkness.
At this stage there's very little visually happening, just some great distortion of the music I'm listening too. I can reverse the previous sensation and push myself back up, past my house, and out the roof - I notice the familiar 'feeling' as if my body is receiving tactile sensations from this fake constructed tunnel around me. It feels almost like an energy.
Gaining a more visual ketamine experience for me seem to be strongly based on how closed me eyes are, and where my eyes are focussing. With my eyes completely closed, like pushed down, there is nothing. With a slight opening at the bottom, just enough to let a trickle of light into my field of view, and the ketamine begins to have it's fun. Taking some basic visual data, even as small as a tiny sliver of the uninteresting wall opposite me, and warping it into something completely different. Staircases, cathedrals, cities, all within which I can slowly float around in - zooming in and out. Sometimes I'm slowly forced towards a tiny detail, as if I'm looking at my ceiling at a microscopic distance, and others everything pans back out and there's a large scene.
At some point I've floated into a scene in a busy pub - black and white, with people in full detail sat laughing and drinking at a table, and I just float into the middle of them. The key here is not to change my focus - if I try to look 'around' the scene, I'll lose the visual entirely. This is something that's taken a few experiences to master.
Between these floating scenes I'll open my eyes - it's so entertaining to watch the illusion you've been sat in unravel back into you room. A fence around a prison pulls it's way back into becoming the corner of my sofa.
I'm able to play with these visuals for at least an hour before I've had my fun, and I try to sleep. This takes longer than usual, as I'm still fairly disassociated and the ketamine tries to work with my eyes closed.
The experiences are becoming a little tamer as I solve the once 'magical' tricks of ketamine's visuals, so I may decide to drop the stuff sometime soon.
Anyone else enjoy Ketamine in the same way?