Two weekends ago i experienced the most indescribable & fantastic thing ever. I had a line of K and was told by my friends to close my eyes & press the fingertips of my hands together. We had some very euphoric trance on the stereo and as the K started to work i started to see patterns & shapes & colours.
All of a sudden i could see waves coming towards me and with each wave came the most intense feeling of euphoria i had ever felt. This was the most amazing feeling and i didnt want it to go. The tears started rolling down my cheeks, it was the most beautiful thing i had ever known. I was part of the music, moving in time with it, i could even feel the effects of G Force on my body. It was like i was on an imaginary ride seeing patterns, shapes, no words can really describe whilst all the time these waves of intense pleasure overcame me. I came out of it speechless & still crying with the emotion!
Last weekend i experienced what can only be described as the deepest K Hole i had ever had. I had had some GB and a small line of Ketamine when someone put another line in front of my nose. Stupid i know but cos i was a bit wrecked already just snorted it & promptly sank to the floor. Everything just seemed to close in to one focal point right infront of my nose as well as a type of compressed sound noise (not sure how else to describe it)
The next think i am aware of is the most jumbled up thoughts - it was as if my whole life had been a dream and this is what i was left with. Nothing made any sense, just bits of thoughts all mixed together. It was like i was going to be like this for the rest of my life or this is how life was in reality. There was no escape from it, no sleep or no death, just this washing machine of thoughts spinning round & round & round.
As i started to come round or make sense of things it was as if i was laid on a huge bed in a nightclub & people were walking past or sitting next to me. Maybe in fact that was kind of what was happening as i was in 'real life' laid on a friends bed.
Then i remember as if i was being spun round & round physically to go with the thoughts spinning round as well. Then there was a blackness - maybe the gb had taken over & knocked me out or maybe i had had the K hole after coming round from the gb. Am really not sure. When i came round i was told that 3 hours had passed!
Ever since i have had flashbacks that leave me cold & panicky.
Will i get these for a while yet or even for ever?
I dont ever want to experience this again!
Two very different experiences, one so amazing and one so awful!
[ 05 February 2003: Message edited by: pvc ]
[ 06 February 2003: Message edited by: pvc ]
[Edit: I changed the original title (Ketamine - 2 extreme experiences.) and added some paragraph breaks. -C22]
[ 07 February 2003: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
All of a sudden i could see waves coming towards me and with each wave came the most intense feeling of euphoria i had ever felt. This was the most amazing feeling and i didnt want it to go. The tears started rolling down my cheeks, it was the most beautiful thing i had ever known. I was part of the music, moving in time with it, i could even feel the effects of G Force on my body. It was like i was on an imaginary ride seeing patterns, shapes, no words can really describe whilst all the time these waves of intense pleasure overcame me. I came out of it speechless & still crying with the emotion!
Last weekend i experienced what can only be described as the deepest K Hole i had ever had. I had had some GB and a small line of Ketamine when someone put another line in front of my nose. Stupid i know but cos i was a bit wrecked already just snorted it & promptly sank to the floor. Everything just seemed to close in to one focal point right infront of my nose as well as a type of compressed sound noise (not sure how else to describe it)
The next think i am aware of is the most jumbled up thoughts - it was as if my whole life had been a dream and this is what i was left with. Nothing made any sense, just bits of thoughts all mixed together. It was like i was going to be like this for the rest of my life or this is how life was in reality. There was no escape from it, no sleep or no death, just this washing machine of thoughts spinning round & round & round.
As i started to come round or make sense of things it was as if i was laid on a huge bed in a nightclub & people were walking past or sitting next to me. Maybe in fact that was kind of what was happening as i was in 'real life' laid on a friends bed.
Then i remember as if i was being spun round & round physically to go with the thoughts spinning round as well. Then there was a blackness - maybe the gb had taken over & knocked me out or maybe i had had the K hole after coming round from the gb. Am really not sure. When i came round i was told that 3 hours had passed!
Ever since i have had flashbacks that leave me cold & panicky.
Will i get these for a while yet or even for ever?
I dont ever want to experience this again!
Two very different experiences, one so amazing and one so awful!
[ 05 February 2003: Message edited by: pvc ]
[ 06 February 2003: Message edited by: pvc ]
[Edit: I changed the original title (Ketamine - 2 extreme experiences.) and added some paragraph breaks. -C22]
[ 07 February 2003: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
