I was inspired to write this via another thread discussing JWH018. There are very many synthetic cannabinoids out there. This trip report isn't about an overall individual use, but a time frame of a couple months (November 2010-February 2011).
Some back story:
For the past few years I've struggled with various pharmaceutical substance problems, due to specific reasons (mainly choices/mentality/pill pipe-line). Went thru a phase that I heavily abused benzodiazepines, and that led me into a strong opiate addiction. Before all this tho', I was a pot smoking, mdma using, lsd facing, pseudo rave-kid (lol). Moral of that story is, there was a time when getting high was fun and slightly harmless/light-hearted... I loved getting high on random shit, and being adventurous.
One of my good friends to this day, whom I met and started using psychedelics with in highschool, helped in shaping the way I use my drugs (he is now in recovery). He got me into the older research chemical scene, such as 2-c-b/c-i..etc. We both ended up learning how to obtain very obscure substances, I won't go into detail (just think bitcoin and use your imagination). This all took place years before I fell victim to substance abuse, 06-07. At this time I was experimenting with all sorts of various chemicals that most people wouldn't come across, but I'm sure some people on bluelight have indulged..(Provigil/mdea/dmt..a few others I can't remember). Flash forward a few years down the road!!!
Around late October 2010, my friends were trying to get me to taper off of methadone/xanax. They would keep me locked in my dorm room and dose me out when I needed dosing. At this point in my life, I was living large for several reasons, but I'll keep it simple, student refund checks
. I just had gotten out of a manic relationship, that had been going on four years, and I was slightly suicidal. My friend from highschool stopped by the dorm, and he had just gotten a package in. At this point I was out of the loop on all the synthetic cannabinoids/new research chemicals. He told me he had the raw chemical that companies were spraying on those herbal incense, and it intrigued me.. He gave me a 10 gram baggy of 'JWH122'. I wish I had the picture still, it was in a little black baggie, and had a sticker on it from some lab out of India, and it read I remember JWH122/Not for human consumption. The chemical was a brown powder, really light brown and it smelled considerably odd. He informed me on how to smoke/ingest it safely. "Just put a small.. small.. small mound on top of a little hit of pipe tobacco and that should do the trick."
First time >
It was about noonish the next day. I had just been given my dose of methadone/xanax when I woke up. So I thought while I was waiting I would smoke a small bowl of this jwh. I got my friends bowl out and put a few pieces of my cigarette tobacco in the bowl then sprinkled a few specs of JWH122 on it. It didn't look like much. So I said bon-voyage, and lit that bitch up.
I didn't notice anything immediate, so I sprinkled more on. Moments later, I was geeked. I probably put too much on there in thinking back. I would compare this first time experience with any psychedelic I have ever taken. It was way stronger than any marijuana high, and hugely sedating. I felt like I was blown three sheets to the wind, and I loved it. The first few times I tried it JWH, I would get really bizarre visual distortions, things would appear longer/wider. It was pretty interesting really, but the cool thing was that it didn't make me think I was tripping out, because I felt so damn good. It felt like a hard narcotic or something.
Later (ab)uses >
I eventually realized that this 10g bag was going to last me quite a while, and also how nice of a gift it was. I think my friends were really pushing for me to get off of methadone/xanax. Although I don't know if using jwh with that combo is safe. But they always watched over me when they could, thankfully.
I ended up smoking this shit constantly. Like it was crack, and what seemed to be an endless supply started deteriorating over the course of a month or so. When high on methadone and xanax, the jwh was beyond euphoric for me. It was that something I was missing, and it made going a couple of hours without methadone or xanax extremely bearable. Helped me sleep through those rough nights.
I ended up just bypassing using a bow/tobacco to smoke it. I got a little glass one hitter and I would put a small piece of aluminum at the end with tiny holes in it, pack too much jwh down into it and smoke away. Eventually the resin from jwh would build up, and I would base it off of foil, which was a completely stronger high in itself.
To me the high of jwh122 smoked can be broken down like this >
Heavily sedating body high. Foggy head. Subtle/mass euphoria. Chest compression (which I like). Minor visuals. Mental stimulation. Social drowsiness/nodding (like opiates). When I ingested too much jwh122 it was like I had taken a dank shot of H, I would just nod hard, the methadone probably added to it.
Over this time period I had been successfully weening off of the dones, but I was still using xanax like a madman. January 25 of 2011 will go down as a day I remember/ don't remember forever. I had come into possession of a large amount of foreign xanax footballs (purple 1mg pfizer Upjohn 90's). I had been out on the town with a friend, and had just dosed 50mg of methadone early that day. Me and my buddy were smoking jwh and doing a shit ton of footballs. I don't really know how many I had taken, but it was between 15-20mg/over the course of the day (which is a scary number, but I am being honest). I ended up taking a few shots of rum from what I was told, and me and my friend were on the way to pick him some weed up when bam... I wake up the next day in the hospital. I had tubes going in my nose and my mouth, IV's in both arms, and a catheter -sigh. I was on life support, and apparently I had overdosed. When I got to the hospital I had quit breathing, and gone without oxygen for four minutes. So it was a miracle I lived without being braindead. I spent two weeks in ICU, because I had also fallen out of a truck and fractured my skull underneath my right eye, and to help with my xanax/methadone wd's.
When I got out of the hospital two things that were apparent. I was slowly getting over the xanax/methadone wd's... had no real strong desire to do them. And.. I still had a bag of jwh122. About two grams left I would say. I spent the next few weeks smoking the hell out of it, and I also ended up trying a new ROA.
Oral JWH122 >
I had a few gel caps. I put about 50mg in each, and a little bit of vegetable oil in with them. I bombed one. It took about eight hours to kick in for some crazy ass reason, but when it did kick it was obvious. TOO MUCH JWH122. I felt like I was high on some crazy dissociative. I had a very intense body high, but it was different than smoking the substance. Not so much sedating as much as I felt sticky or uncomfortable in my own skin. I had these weird pulsations throughout my body that made me twitch constantly, and the breathing issues this time seemed to be a problem. About four hours in, I found it too difficult to focus on anything so I ended up listening to music and dosing off. When I woke up hours later I still had a strong high going on, it was more enjoyable then.
What can I say about jwh122? When I ran out, I was kind of bummed, because I tried to smoke real weed and it just wasn't doing it. Completely saturated a normal thc/cbd high. I had also started using IV morphine/hydromorphone/heroin again... which is what I started using methadone to quit doing... But I'm sure that is unrelated.
I feel that JWH122 is a very peculiar experience. If you get the chance to try it, maybe you should? Just don't abuse it like I did. I used it like a junkie would fiend for a shot or a rock. Although there isn't any wd symptoms, I found that boredom never quite seemed so boring without it... Just a thought. Hope this wasn't too much~
Some back story:
For the past few years I've struggled with various pharmaceutical substance problems, due to specific reasons (mainly choices/mentality/pill pipe-line). Went thru a phase that I heavily abused benzodiazepines, and that led me into a strong opiate addiction. Before all this tho', I was a pot smoking, mdma using, lsd facing, pseudo rave-kid (lol). Moral of that story is, there was a time when getting high was fun and slightly harmless/light-hearted... I loved getting high on random shit, and being adventurous.
One of my good friends to this day, whom I met and started using psychedelics with in highschool, helped in shaping the way I use my drugs (he is now in recovery). He got me into the older research chemical scene, such as 2-c-b/c-i..etc. We both ended up learning how to obtain very obscure substances, I won't go into detail (just think bitcoin and use your imagination). This all took place years before I fell victim to substance abuse, 06-07. At this time I was experimenting with all sorts of various chemicals that most people wouldn't come across, but I'm sure some people on bluelight have indulged..(Provigil/mdea/dmt..a few others I can't remember). Flash forward a few years down the road!!!
Around late October 2010, my friends were trying to get me to taper off of methadone/xanax. They would keep me locked in my dorm room and dose me out when I needed dosing. At this point in my life, I was living large for several reasons, but I'll keep it simple, student refund checks
. I just had gotten out of a manic relationship, that had been going on four years, and I was slightly suicidal. My friend from highschool stopped by the dorm, and he had just gotten a package in. At this point I was out of the loop on all the synthetic cannabinoids/new research chemicals. He told me he had the raw chemical that companies were spraying on those herbal incense, and it intrigued me.. He gave me a 10 gram baggy of 'JWH122'. I wish I had the picture still, it was in a little black baggie, and had a sticker on it from some lab out of India, and it read I remember JWH122/Not for human consumption. The chemical was a brown powder, really light brown and it smelled considerably odd. He informed me on how to smoke/ingest it safely. "Just put a small.. small.. small mound on top of a little hit of pipe tobacco and that should do the trick." First time >
It was about noonish the next day. I had just been given my dose of methadone/xanax when I woke up. So I thought while I was waiting I would smoke a small bowl of this jwh. I got my friends bowl out and put a few pieces of my cigarette tobacco in the bowl then sprinkled a few specs of JWH122 on it. It didn't look like much. So I said bon-voyage, and lit that bitch up.
I didn't notice anything immediate, so I sprinkled more on. Moments later, I was geeked. I probably put too much on there in thinking back. I would compare this first time experience with any psychedelic I have ever taken. It was way stronger than any marijuana high, and hugely sedating. I felt like I was blown three sheets to the wind, and I loved it. The first few times I tried it JWH, I would get really bizarre visual distortions, things would appear longer/wider. It was pretty interesting really, but the cool thing was that it didn't make me think I was tripping out, because I felt so damn good. It felt like a hard narcotic or something.
Later (ab)uses >
I eventually realized that this 10g bag was going to last me quite a while, and also how nice of a gift it was. I think my friends were really pushing for me to get off of methadone/xanax. Although I don't know if using jwh with that combo is safe. But they always watched over me when they could, thankfully.
I ended up smoking this shit constantly. Like it was crack, and what seemed to be an endless supply started deteriorating over the course of a month or so. When high on methadone and xanax, the jwh was beyond euphoric for me. It was that something I was missing, and it made going a couple of hours without methadone or xanax extremely bearable. Helped me sleep through those rough nights.
I ended up just bypassing using a bow/tobacco to smoke it. I got a little glass one hitter and I would put a small piece of aluminum at the end with tiny holes in it, pack too much jwh down into it and smoke away. Eventually the resin from jwh would build up, and I would base it off of foil, which was a completely stronger high in itself.
To me the high of jwh122 smoked can be broken down like this >
Heavily sedating body high. Foggy head. Subtle/mass euphoria. Chest compression (which I like). Minor visuals. Mental stimulation. Social drowsiness/nodding (like opiates). When I ingested too much jwh122 it was like I had taken a dank shot of H, I would just nod hard, the methadone probably added to it.
Over this time period I had been successfully weening off of the dones, but I was still using xanax like a madman. January 25 of 2011 will go down as a day I remember/ don't remember forever. I had come into possession of a large amount of foreign xanax footballs (purple 1mg pfizer Upjohn 90's). I had been out on the town with a friend, and had just dosed 50mg of methadone early that day. Me and my buddy were smoking jwh and doing a shit ton of footballs. I don't really know how many I had taken, but it was between 15-20mg/over the course of the day (which is a scary number, but I am being honest). I ended up taking a few shots of rum from what I was told, and me and my friend were on the way to pick him some weed up when bam... I wake up the next day in the hospital. I had tubes going in my nose and my mouth, IV's in both arms, and a catheter -sigh. I was on life support, and apparently I had overdosed. When I got to the hospital I had quit breathing, and gone without oxygen for four minutes. So it was a miracle I lived without being braindead. I spent two weeks in ICU, because I had also fallen out of a truck and fractured my skull underneath my right eye, and to help with my xanax/methadone wd's.
When I got out of the hospital two things that were apparent. I was slowly getting over the xanax/methadone wd's... had no real strong desire to do them. And.. I still had a bag of jwh122. About two grams left I would say. I spent the next few weeks smoking the hell out of it, and I also ended up trying a new ROA.
Oral JWH122 >
I had a few gel caps. I put about 50mg in each, and a little bit of vegetable oil in with them. I bombed one. It took about eight hours to kick in for some crazy ass reason, but when it did kick it was obvious. TOO MUCH JWH122. I felt like I was high on some crazy dissociative. I had a very intense body high, but it was different than smoking the substance. Not so much sedating as much as I felt sticky or uncomfortable in my own skin. I had these weird pulsations throughout my body that made me twitch constantly, and the breathing issues this time seemed to be a problem. About four hours in, I found it too difficult to focus on anything so I ended up listening to music and dosing off. When I woke up hours later I still had a strong high going on, it was more enjoyable then.
What can I say about jwh122? When I ran out, I was kind of bummed, because I tried to smoke real weed and it just wasn't doing it. Completely saturated a normal thc/cbd high. I had also started using IV morphine/hydromorphone/heroin again... which is what I started using methadone to quit doing... But I'm sure that is unrelated.
I feel that JWH122 is a very peculiar experience. If you get the chance to try it, maybe you should? Just don't abuse it like I did. I used it like a junkie would fiend for a shot or a rock. Although there isn't any wd symptoms, I found that boredom never quite seemed so boring without it... Just a thought. Hope this wasn't too much~
