claire22
Bluelighter
I had this stuff on the weekend and had the most terrifying experience of my entire life.
I'd been up all night, had 3 MD based pills at 4am, then about a point of meth, and 3 puffs of a normal joint.
At approx 12pm I had half a cone piece of Zeus Incense blend, I'm not exactly sure what synth it contained.
I felt 'normal stoned' about 2 minutes afterwards. I went to make 2 cups of tea about 5 minutes later and this is when things got weird. I forgot how to make tea. I didn't know what to put in it, and was staring at the spoon and the sugar for about 5 minutes trying to remember what to do with them. I gave up on the sugar and went to look for the milk. I completely forgot where people keep their milk, and was looking under the sink. I was trying to rationalize 'isn't this how long it usually takes?' but then realised this was really retarded as 10 minutes had passed. My friend came down and asked if I was ok and she made the tea for me.
That's the last thing from the real world I remember. I can't remember if we started going upstairs or stayed downstairs. All I know is that somehow I ended up on the stairs. I started hallucinating that I was in a maze like a computer character. My friend who'd also taken it was also in a maze, I remember a distant 'ooooh I'm in a maaaaze' from her. This is when shit got REALLY FUCKED UP. I started having terrifying vivid hallucinations where I was completely disassociated from my body and the real world. I started really freaking out at this point, I thought I'd completely lost my mind and would have to be in a psych ward. Then, I envisioned that I was dead and going to hell. At this point I fell backwards down the stairs. I felt the impact but thought it was me hitting things on my way down to hell. All I could see was white light.
Random images and rooms were going through my mind, I wasn't in my body. I was in the rooms. They were rapidly changing. But I got stuck in one. A green one, lime green, with just a table in it. For what felt like an eternity I was trapped in this room. I had more visions that I can't accurately recall, but I thought I was dead.
After about 30 minutes of this, I finally came to. I don't know whether this was from concussion or the substance, but my vision was horribly morphed. My friend was kneeling in front of me, holding my hands, and I was staring into her eyes. I tried to focus but she'd slide in and out of cartoon form, and other crazy shit like she was being magnified 100x. I didn't know what the fuck was happening and I started having a FULL ON panic attack, hyperventilating, HR a million miles an hour.
After at least 10 minutes of freaking out and distorted vision and a sense of vibrating, my vision came back, slightly blurred but I was on this earth again. This continued for 10 or so
Minutes after I managed to make my way upstairs.
Surprisingly I felt pretty normal for the rest of the day, not 100% but a LOT better than I thought. I have a few bruises though from my little stair falling experience. Only weird after affect is that last night I was watching a video clip and an eerie triangle with an orange background was one of the pictures to the video, and I had to turn it off because it made me slightly nervous.
All in all, this shit is DANGEROUS. I don't even want to think about what could've happened if I were in public or alone. Be careful guys...
I'd been up all night, had 3 MD based pills at 4am, then about a point of meth, and 3 puffs of a normal joint.
At approx 12pm I had half a cone piece of Zeus Incense blend, I'm not exactly sure what synth it contained.
I felt 'normal stoned' about 2 minutes afterwards. I went to make 2 cups of tea about 5 minutes later and this is when things got weird. I forgot how to make tea. I didn't know what to put in it, and was staring at the spoon and the sugar for about 5 minutes trying to remember what to do with them. I gave up on the sugar and went to look for the milk. I completely forgot where people keep their milk, and was looking under the sink. I was trying to rationalize 'isn't this how long it usually takes?' but then realised this was really retarded as 10 minutes had passed. My friend came down and asked if I was ok and she made the tea for me.
That's the last thing from the real world I remember. I can't remember if we started going upstairs or stayed downstairs. All I know is that somehow I ended up on the stairs. I started hallucinating that I was in a maze like a computer character. My friend who'd also taken it was also in a maze, I remember a distant 'ooooh I'm in a maaaaze' from her. This is when shit got REALLY FUCKED UP. I started having terrifying vivid hallucinations where I was completely disassociated from my body and the real world. I started really freaking out at this point, I thought I'd completely lost my mind and would have to be in a psych ward. Then, I envisioned that I was dead and going to hell. At this point I fell backwards down the stairs. I felt the impact but thought it was me hitting things on my way down to hell. All I could see was white light.
Random images and rooms were going through my mind, I wasn't in my body. I was in the rooms. They were rapidly changing. But I got stuck in one. A green one, lime green, with just a table in it. For what felt like an eternity I was trapped in this room. I had more visions that I can't accurately recall, but I thought I was dead.
After about 30 minutes of this, I finally came to. I don't know whether this was from concussion or the substance, but my vision was horribly morphed. My friend was kneeling in front of me, holding my hands, and I was staring into her eyes. I tried to focus but she'd slide in and out of cartoon form, and other crazy shit like she was being magnified 100x. I didn't know what the fuck was happening and I started having a FULL ON panic attack, hyperventilating, HR a million miles an hour.
After at least 10 minutes of freaking out and distorted vision and a sense of vibrating, my vision came back, slightly blurred but I was on this earth again. This continued for 10 or so
Minutes after I managed to make my way upstairs.
Surprisingly I felt pretty normal for the rest of the day, not 100% but a LOT better than I thought. I have a few bruises though from my little stair falling experience. Only weird after affect is that last night I was watching a video clip and an eerie triangle with an orange background was one of the pictures to the video, and I had to turn it off because it made me slightly nervous.
All in all, this shit is DANGEROUS. I don't even want to think about what could've happened if I were in public or alone. Be careful guys...
