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Heroin Just Tried Heroin - Very Disappointing

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throwaway4benzos

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Hello everyone,

I’ve had some BTH lying around for a few months (I have a weird drug stash). I ended up testing it multiple times for fentanyl, nitazenes, xylazine, and benzodiazepines, and all tests came back negative. I even mailed it to Kykeon Analytics in Spain for testing, and it came back as the real deal.

Anyway, I’ll get straight to the point: I was bored and decided to smoke some tonight just to check it off my bucket list. I barely felt anything! I didn’t even nod off. I was maybe itchy for 10-20 minutes, but then it wore off. I smoked it about six times, gradually increasing the dose each time: 5 mg, then 10, then 15, then 20, and finally 30. I’m just kind of in awe right now. Is this drug not all it’s cracked up to be? I know it’s just another mu-agonist, but I was expecting some sort of intense high at least.

I should’ve felt something. Not sure what’s going on here. Any insight would be appreciated. I’ll probably snort some tomorrow since it’s very dry, and I think I can snort it.

The high sort of reminded me of what weed used to feel like before it started making me paranoid and anxious.

EDIT: I have NO tolerance. I was mildly dependent on some O-DSMT a few weeks ago, but it was only a 2-week habit that was easy to kick.
 
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Whoa, I stand corrected. I snorted 20mg, and I am as high as a kite. Stay safe, everyone. I can see how this drug can be addictive...

I also called NeverUseAlone, what a fantastic service! I had a lovely chat with the operator for about 40 minutes. I highly recommend the service if you are ever using alone.;)
 
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Fire&Water said:
Thats the usual progression of it for most
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I can certainly see why. It very much reminds me of my first time taking oxycodone back in high school, but I find it to be a little too overwhelming. I prefer O-DSMT; it’s functional, stimulating, and sedating. I don’t see myself using heroin too often, but then again, who really does when they first start using? The peak effects are starting to wear off. Hopefully, I didn’t open the wrong can of worms. Well, only the future will tell. I am the only one in control of how I choose to use this drug.

I’d like to believe I have decent self-control with substances and that I am educated in how to safely use them. Welp, I've tried just about every drug so far besides crack (no plans on smoking that), not sure what I have accomplished, but it's whatever. Tomorrow is a new day. One day at a time, eh?

As William Ernest Henley said in Invictus, "I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul."

Stay safe, everyone.
 
Its was odd,I got hooked on fent for a year,some kinda friend said,don't do that shit and gave me sour powder and told me too huff on it with hot breath to gum it up,I said to self,fuck it I'm going to try heroin, so yeah I did as told,smoked it,was disappointing,still think I didnt inhale,pulled a clinton,got sick a bit and wanted my blue,I actually got high off fent,and Od too,alone..I don't care about it much at all or about the rip off,just stoked to be clean off that shit,for a few years
 
throwaway4benzos said:
I can certainly see why. It very much reminds me of my first time taking oxycodone back in high school, but I find it to be a little too overwhelming. I prefer O-DSMT; it’s functional, stimulating, and sedating. I don’t see myself using heroin too often, but then again, who really does when they first start using? The peak effects are starting to wear off. Hopefully, I didn’t open the wrong can of worms. Well, only the future will tell. I am the only one in control of how I choose to use this drug.

I’d like to believe I have decent self-control with substances and that I am educated in how to safely use them. Welp, I've tried just about every drug so far besides crack (no plans on smoking that), not sure what I have accomplished, but it's whatever. Tomorrow is a new day. One day at a time, eh?

As William Ernest Henley said in Invictus, "I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul."

Stay safe, everyone.
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Good luck ! Hope it goes well for you... I'm in a similar spot - almost 😅
 
So... I know it's not my thread and technically it's not my first time either but I'd say after 26 years it almost counts as a first 🙄 and I thought I'd share as well.
Since I was looking for something that could last longer/ I need less of I finally got myself some H (BTH)... Tested it properly after waiting for days for the kits to arrive 🙄.. and was utterly disappointed 😑.
Ofc I might have a weak batch or something but the duration of effects was fairly congruent with the known data... Which is why I was constantly busy redosing 😒... Given I made mistakes with the techniques but I felt it and it was gone quickly every time. And since calculations are quite clear about which roa lasts longest (iv) I tried that as well... But THAT'S damn troublesome and still not lasting very long 💀.
I can't imagine living that way seriously...
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
So... I know it's not my thread and technically it's not my first time either but I'd say after 26 years it almost counts as a first 🙄 and I thought I'd share as well.
Since I was looking for something that could last longer/ I need less of I finally got myself some H (BTH)... Tested it properly after waiting for days for the kits to arrive 🙄.. and was utterly disappointed 😑.
Ofc I might have a weak batch or something but the duration of effects was fairly congruent with the known data... Which is why I was constantly busy redosing 😒... Given I made mistakes with the techniques but I felt it and it was gone quickly every time. And since calculations are quite clear about which roa lasts longest (iv) I tried that as well... But THAT'S damn troublesome and still not lasting very long 💀.
I can't imagine living that way seriously...
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Stay safe broski, it certainly did not disappoint me once I snorted it. Smoking it was an experience, but I think CBD would've gotten me higher, lol. I presume you have a tolerance, or no? I cannot imagine living that way either, try to control yourself, respect the drug, and respect yourself.

I will say, BTH is not nearly as potent as #4 or #3 (I could be wrong, never done either), but it's an incredibly crude product. Not sure why you're barely feeling anything from shooting it... I think someone more experienced would be better to answer this question.

Good luck my friend ;)
 
throwaway4benzos said:
Stay safe broski, it certainly did not disappoint me once I snorted it. Smoking it was an experience, but I think CBD would've gotten me higher, lol. I presume you have a tolerance, or no? I cannot imagine living that way either, try to control yourself, respect the drug, and respect yourself.

I will say, BTH is not nearly as potent as #4 or #3 (I could be wrong, never done either), but it's an incredibly crude product. Not sure why you're barely feeling anything from shooting it... I think someone more experienced would be better to answer this question.

Good luck my friend ;)
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Hey thank you! And it's not that I don't feel it iv.. it's just a hassle to handle it (and apparently there's no safe way of shooting it at all), to even get it to dissolve partially, the amount of acid you need without irritating the veins (I had some nice flare ups when I missed the shots and the first dose irritated the vein itself for days), the fact that I can't really use my arms cause they are visible at work.. And I find it way more troublesome to get a whole dose properly into a foot vein compared to the arm... Plus me being prone to underdose for I am always using alone and I can't afford to pass out... I'd need some more practice to work up to a good dose to begin with. So far I was very safe dose wise. 🙄 And within that scope the duration was just terribly short. Also yes I have tolerance. But there's no reliable reference dose for BTH, so I can't just calculate it...
 
throwaway4benzos said:
Hello everyone,

I’ve had some BTH lying around for a few months (I have a weird drug stash). I ended up testing it multiple times for fentanyl, nitazenes, xylazine, and benzodiazepines, and all tests came back negative. I even mailed it to Kykeon Analytics in Spain for testing, and it came back as the real deal.

Anyway, I’ll get straight to the point: I was bored and decided to smoke some tonight just to check it off my bucket list. I barely felt anything! I didn’t even nod off. I was maybe itchy for 10-20 minutes, but then it wore off. I smoked it about six times, gradually increasing the dose each time: 5 mg, then 10, then 15, then 20, and finally 30. I’m just kind of in awe right now. Is this drug not all it’s cracked up to be? I know it’s just another mu-agonist, but I was expecting some sort of intense high at least.

I should’ve felt something. Not sure what’s going on here. Any insight would be appreciated. I’ll probably snort some tomorrow since it’s very dry, and I think I can snort it.

The high sort of reminded me of what weed used to feel like before it started making me paranoid and anxious.

EDIT: I have NO tolerance. I was mildly dependent on some O-DSMT a few weeks ago, but it was only a 2-week habit that was easy to kick.
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I can never get any effect from smoking and I’ve tried extensively - even when others do all the work except inhaling for me.
 
I remember way back in the 1970s I got a good deal on a couple dozen Percodan tablets. I was opiate/opioid naive but eager try anything. The guy I got them from said don't worry if you don't like them, you can easily sell them for 3 or 4 times what you paid.

I took one and felt nothing. I took another and thought these are lame, I'll just sell them-- if I can.
The next night I took two and thought hmmm, maybe I do feel a little something.
The next night I took three and thought oh, I get it, these are pretty fucking good!

I never sold any of them.
I did go back and buy however many the guy had left.
 
I can’t smoke either. I’m terrible at it.
One time I used a dab rig and the smoke was so assaulting I coughed but kept my
Mouth closed. The smoke coated my oral mucosa with tar and I got high so fucking good. But I could never recreate it. Smoking just wasn’t for me.

I used monkey water for five years and it fucked my nose up. But it was a very reliable dosing method
 
helpingout said:
I can’t smoke either. I’m terrible at it.
One time I used a dab rig and the smoke was so assaulting I coughed but kept my
Mouth closed. The smoke coated my oral mucosa with tar and I got high so fucking good. But I could never recreate it. Smoking just wasn’t for me.

I used monkey water for five years and it fucked my nose up. But it was a very reliable dosing method
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Sorry you suck at it too, but I’m glad that I’m not alone. I’m truly utterly adept at it. I can handle some vaporising decently, but even that I’m not good at.
 
fairnymph said:
Oh interesting! Well, I don’t like smoking anyway and I certainly don’t wanna ever smoke BTH but good to know. I can smoke from those types of pipes, although I still do it poorly.
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That’s for the best it’s very harsh to take hits of smoke that dense….especially with all the acetic acid. Last time I smoked like this I only did it for a week and my throat was fucked up for months after.

You didn’t realize how much damage it did until later because while you’re doing it you can’t feel the pain and don’t cough due to the effects of H
 
LucidSDreamr said:
That’s for the best it’s very harsh to take hits of smoke that dense….especially with all the acetic acid. Last time I smoked like this I only did it for a week and my throat was fucked up for months after.

You didn’t realize how much damage it did until later because while you’re doing it you can’t feel the pain and don’t cough due to the effects of H
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I bet! I am still doubtful I’ll be able to vape DMT. I find it really difficult to inhale anything nasty.
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Do you by chance have a good detailed instruction on how to make that?
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Yes. It’s kind of simple.
No need to add acid with bth because it’s already got residual acetic acid. It should dissolve nicely.

Ok
Supplies:

A little bowl type thing to do your mixing in. Think like a little tiny container like you’d keep a gram of concentrated cannabis in. It should be really small.

An oral syringe 1ml: you can get them on amaz on in a big box for cheap or you can go to a pharmacy and request one for your sweet baby whose sick with the cold and you lost the one that came with the medicine.

Q tips/micron filters/cigarette filters

Purified or distilled water.

Black tar heroin.

Process:

Take your desired amount of bth: start really fucking small with every bag you ever get. Overdose is so fucking easy. And every new bag has a different purity.
Take that little bit and put it in your little bowl type thing.
Draw 1ml of purified water into your oral syringe.
Plunge the water drop by drop over your bth.
Let it sit for about one minute then use the oral syringe tip to stir the softened bth and water together into the “monkey water.”
It should be very easy.
Depending on the quality of your bth there may be no residual matter in it or there may be a bunch of gunk.

In the interest of harm reduction at this point you should drop a filter into the water. I used the cotton off a q tip. You just pinch a tiny bit off the tip, enough to cover your syringe opening, roll it into a ball and drop it into the monkey water.

Drop the little tiny cotton ball into the water.

At a vertical angle, push the syringe into the cotton ball tip and draw the water through the filter into the syringe.

Lay down on your bed with your head hanging over the edge of the bed.

Close the little flaps in the back of your nose, so that you can stop the monkey water from just dripping down your throat.

With your head tilted over the edge of the bed, nose flaps closed, lightly touch the syringe plunger and administer 1/10th of the contents of the syringe, to gauge the strength of your dope.

Start a fifteen minute timer.

Lay with your head back for about ten minutes and by then it should be absorbed. The remaining five
Minutes are there because you won’t feel the full strength of your dose for the full fifteen minutes.

Now you have a general idea of the strength of your dope and can increase or decrease however you see fit.

These are the instructions for your every new bag so that you don’t OD and die or wake up three days later completely Brain dead like myself. Even following these rules I ended up accidentally OD because I took a half a .5 mg xan

Heroins dangerous as fuck. Have fun and be safe
 
helpingout said:
Yes. It’s kind of simple.
No need to add acid with bth because it’s already got residual acetic acid. It should dissolve nicely.

Ok
Supplies:

A little bowl type thing to do your mixing in. Think like a little tiny container like you’d keep a gram of concentrated cannabis in. It should be really small.

An oral syringe 1ml: you can get them on amaz on in a big box for cheap or you can go to a pharmacy and request one for your sweet baby whose sick with the cold and you lost the one that came with the medicine.

Q tips/micron filters/cigarette filters

Purified or distilled water.

Black tar heroin.

Process:

Take your desired amount of bth: start really fucking small with every bag you ever get. Overdose is so fucking easy. And every new bag has a different purity.
Take that little bit and put it in your little bowl type thing.
Draw 1ml of purified water into your oral syringe.
Plunge the water drop by drop over your bth.
Let it sit for about one minute then use the oral syringe tip to stir the softened bth and water together into the “monkey water.”
It should be very easy.
Depending on the quality of your bth there may be no residual matter in it or there may be a bunch of gunk.

In the interest of harm reduction at this point you should drop a filter into the water. I used the cotton off a q tip. You just pinch a tiny bit off the tip, enough to cover your syringe opening, roll it into a ball and drop it into the monkey water.

Drop the little tiny cotton ball into the water.

At a vertical angle, push the syringe into the cotton ball tip and draw the water through the filter into the syringe.

Lay down on your bed with your head hanging over the edge of the bed.

Close the little flaps in the back of your nose, so that you can stop the monkey water from just dripping down your throat.

With your head tilted over the edge of the bed, nose flaps closed, lightly touch the syringe plunger and administer 1/10th of the contents of the syringe, to gauge the strength of your dope.

Start a fifteen minute timer.

Lay with your head back for about ten minutes and by then it should be absorbed. The remaining five
Minutes are there because you won’t feel the full strength of your dose for the full fifteen minutes.

Now you have a general idea of the strength of your dope and can increase or decrease however you see fit.

These are the instructions for your every new bag so that you don’t OD and die or wake up three days later completely Brain dead like myself. Even following these rules I ended up accidentally OD because I took a half a .5 mg xan

Heroins dangerous as fuck. Have fun and be safe
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Thanks a lot!! Sounds easy enough fr... Though my confusion about what exactly I have here won't stop 😅. Is it #3 or BTH? It has lots of gunk not dossolving with or without acid.... Seems like I just can't make it out, though it does have the vinegar smell it also smells of something else very distinctly which I don't recognize but it's likely something roasted/burned.. And it is a light brownish powder mostly. Would it work the same if it was #3?
 
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