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KaylaK

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hey everyone. I'm just a girl who has done a lot of drugs and has fucked up a lot of things in her life. I'm just looking for somebody else in the world that understands the kind of things you go through when your entire life is driven by the need to be chemically altered. my drug of choice is ketamine.. I know I'm not the only one. Am I?
 
Of course you're not the only one. And I'm sure you will find plenty of people here who understand you. Stick around, you may just make a friend or two also.
 
Thanks for the website. Fortunately I have no bladder problems, I guess I was lucky.

Ketamine can be very addictive. I've done a lot of drugs and it's the only one that even came close to ending my life.

I really wish I had found this place back when I was really heavy into usng.. I know it could have helped me then to know I wasn't the only one like me.
 
You're in the right place, KaylaK and we're glad to have you here. Stick around and you'll grow to love this place. You'll definitely get your fill of harm prevention. Always stay safe. Moderation, moderation, moderation.....and so on and so forth.
 
No, my dear, you are not the only one. Ketamine addiction is a real bitch, psychologically. Sorry to hear you're going through some difficult times. I have been there, spent a lot of time in the "Bright World" while fucking up my Real World something fierce

Ketamine Addiction Support and Information thread -- share your story.

^ This thread might be a good place to start. ^

You will find many caring people here who've had experiences like yours. Bluelight has helped me through some dark times and lead me to some good ones as well. It is a great place to be a part of and I'm glad you found it.
 
Thanks everybody for being so welcoming. I really appreciate it. I'm going to share my story on the ketamine thread.. I just haven't got the courage to relive it yet.
 
i'm glad you are here - reading your introduction motivated me to join. I hope all gets better for you.
 
Welcome, Kayla! Remember, dear: Just because you've made some mistakes and fucked up some key things in your life, does not mean YOU are fucked up.

Stay strong. Check out The Dark Side.. that forum has helped me a lot when my drug use and resulting consequences have gotten me down. Happy posting! :)
 
youre not alone hun im the same way with pharms sadly. its hard sometimes but you can pull though. get a focus like school(if youre in school) and try to keep your eye on the prize and you can get a good degree with a nice job. im going to try to detox again... hopefully itll last.
 
You came to the right place. I've been lurking this site for years and it has helped me immensely with numerous addictions I've endured.

Your courage has inspired me to consider posting my story.
 
^^I hope you do....remember that you can always delete any post at any time. Your story could inspire others or at the very least give them something to relate to when they are feeling down.
 
Welcome Kaylak, I have been though some very rough things in life too. I was a heroin addict, I kicked that through rehab and a 12 step fellowship, became clean and then life pulled the rug out from under me. I had my first ever truley debilitating multiple sclerosis attack last year since then the pain has been only managed with my former DOC (not heroid, but opioids in general).

I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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