OK guys, so the saga continues in my quest to get really fuckin high while dealing with monster methadone tolerance.
I got some 3cc syringes so I'll be prepared for this mission.
To give a little background...I am on 90mg methadone daily. I dont always take 90. Some days i take 80 or 70, I try to take as little as I can when possible. Some days I will take only 50 or 60. Its very, very rare that I would take 90mg everyday for more than 2 or 3 days at a time.
From what I understand theres a certain dose level that methadone completely saturates your receptors and has a blocking effect on all other opiates, even if you dont dose for a few days. IIRC its around 50mg, but Ill take any info anybody has on that. So I been trying to catch that good high lately and while I do feel something its nowhere near where it should be and I know its the done's fault. Say I want to use on a Wednesday, in the days leading up to that my dosing would lookin somethin like this> Sunday 10am 70mg. Monday 10am 50mg. Tuesday 10am 50mg. Wed 10am-no dose. And then around 11 or 12 Wed night is when I'll use. On Thursday in the morning I'll wake up and as the day goes on feel vaguely , a little bit sick, and maybe shoot a little bit of dilaudid just enough to keep me well until later that night. So on Thursday night around the same time as the day before (11 or 12) I use. So its 11pm on Thursday, the last time I dosed methadone was 10am on tuesday. But still due to the long halflife of the methadone I probably still have a good deal of it in my system and its still mostly saturating my receptors. the Thursday night high is defnitely better than the Wed night one though.
So, anyways in my quest to kind of beat the methadone trap, I am hoping to add some oxymorphone into the mix. Right now I shoot 10-12 bags of NJ fire (meaning, its the shit that the regular junkies are very happy to get and all raving about, not the drop dead type shit where the dealers tells you to be very careful, but definitely good, solid, high quality bags) along with 8-10mg Dilaudid, in one shot, but its still not really doing it for me.
I figure that maybe a heroin, dilaudid, opana combo shot might up the quality of the high a little bit. obviously though if I am completely full of methadone no matter what other shit I shoot its just not gonna do it, so it would be kidn of a two part thing, increasing the opiates that I am shooting to get my high, and decreasing the amount of methadone in my system to reach levels that aint gonna completely saturate the receptors like they are probably doing right now.
So my question to all of yall has a few parts.
A--First, being, aside from being OFF methadone which aint gonna happen, can you suggest a decent dosing pattern/level that will allow me to get 'unsaturated' enough to break thru? Obviously I dont mean break thru in the usual sense like how youd take your suboxone at 9am and then try and shoot dope 8 hours later. I mean just get my done levels down to a spot where they dont completely take over my brain and leave no room for the heroin/other shit on the receptors? If I was to get my dose down to 50mg a day, say, how long is it gonna be til i am ACTUALLY at 50mg, considering the halflife, etc?
B--Given the doses that I laid out for you guys here, about how much Opana would probably be needed? I never IV'ed it before but when I used to sniff it the last time I did it, I did 120mg in an hour and still wished I had much more, didnt really catch much of a high. Thanks methadone.
C--Is it that the 'done is just jacking my tolerance way the fuck up to monster levels, or that its blocking the fuck out of everything else?
If anybody has anything else to add or suggest Ill take it. If you have any experience with trying to catch a killer nod on methadone, or how you got around it, what combos you used to get there, etc, anything, id like to hear it. Even if you think its only somewhat related. basically, anybody who got any tips for me here on getting around this ridiculous tolerance I would love to hear from you. If it was just a tolerance issue Id think that by adding more and more Id be able to get higher, but the fact that no matter how much I keep upping my dose I still dont quite get where I want to be I am sure that its just the 'done goin all mutant style and taking over my brain, so how can I flush it out, or get it to at least workable levels, other than just detoxing which I cant do? In your experience, at what dose of methadone, does it become workable and you found you were able to get high again off other opiates? How low do you have to go before it stops being a big brick wall around your receptors?
Aight everybody....thanks for the help, in advance. Also, since from what I hear yall turned super-HR, I just want to say that anybody reading this who is not a long term junkie on methadone with a massive ridiculous tolerance, DONT EVEN CONSIDER TRYING THIS. This shit aint for the faint of heart or the low of tolerance. I am able to boot a bundle+ along with dilaudid in one shot because of the methadone and because of many years of opiate addiction. I am seeking a new and better high because this one just aint doing what it should do for me. But seriously, if you read this when youre trying to figure out dosing for yourself or looking to catch a better nod or whatever, and think "Oh, well she can shoot 12 bags of dope and 10mg of hydromorphone at once repeatedly and not die, it should be fine for me to do it too" youre probably gonna end up fucked. so "Dont try this at home, kids! This opiate injection is being performed by a trained professional heroin shooter!" this is the type of shit that would KILL many people, even ones who use heroin or other opiates, so dont compare yourself to me if you are considering doing something like this, you should be really careful, the only reason I dont die is because I am damned to a life of suffering here on earth and fate will not allow me to die, and more likely, because of my insane tolerance. OK, just wanted to put that disclaimer out there, because while this may be safe FOR ME, I really dont want to give anybody the idea that this is something safe to do for most people.
I got some 3cc syringes so I'll be prepared for this mission.
To give a little background...I am on 90mg methadone daily. I dont always take 90. Some days i take 80 or 70, I try to take as little as I can when possible. Some days I will take only 50 or 60. Its very, very rare that I would take 90mg everyday for more than 2 or 3 days at a time.
From what I understand theres a certain dose level that methadone completely saturates your receptors and has a blocking effect on all other opiates, even if you dont dose for a few days. IIRC its around 50mg, but Ill take any info anybody has on that. So I been trying to catch that good high lately and while I do feel something its nowhere near where it should be and I know its the done's fault. Say I want to use on a Wednesday, in the days leading up to that my dosing would lookin somethin like this> Sunday 10am 70mg. Monday 10am 50mg. Tuesday 10am 50mg. Wed 10am-no dose. And then around 11 or 12 Wed night is when I'll use. On Thursday in the morning I'll wake up and as the day goes on feel vaguely , a little bit sick, and maybe shoot a little bit of dilaudid just enough to keep me well until later that night. So on Thursday night around the same time as the day before (11 or 12) I use. So its 11pm on Thursday, the last time I dosed methadone was 10am on tuesday. But still due to the long halflife of the methadone I probably still have a good deal of it in my system and its still mostly saturating my receptors. the Thursday night high is defnitely better than the Wed night one though.
So, anyways in my quest to kind of beat the methadone trap, I am hoping to add some oxymorphone into the mix. Right now I shoot 10-12 bags of NJ fire (meaning, its the shit that the regular junkies are very happy to get and all raving about, not the drop dead type shit where the dealers tells you to be very careful, but definitely good, solid, high quality bags) along with 8-10mg Dilaudid, in one shot, but its still not really doing it for me.
I figure that maybe a heroin, dilaudid, opana combo shot might up the quality of the high a little bit. obviously though if I am completely full of methadone no matter what other shit I shoot its just not gonna do it, so it would be kidn of a two part thing, increasing the opiates that I am shooting to get my high, and decreasing the amount of methadone in my system to reach levels that aint gonna completely saturate the receptors like they are probably doing right now.
So my question to all of yall has a few parts.
A--First, being, aside from being OFF methadone which aint gonna happen, can you suggest a decent dosing pattern/level that will allow me to get 'unsaturated' enough to break thru? Obviously I dont mean break thru in the usual sense like how youd take your suboxone at 9am and then try and shoot dope 8 hours later. I mean just get my done levels down to a spot where they dont completely take over my brain and leave no room for the heroin/other shit on the receptors? If I was to get my dose down to 50mg a day, say, how long is it gonna be til i am ACTUALLY at 50mg, considering the halflife, etc?
B--Given the doses that I laid out for you guys here, about how much Opana would probably be needed? I never IV'ed it before but when I used to sniff it the last time I did it, I did 120mg in an hour and still wished I had much more, didnt really catch much of a high. Thanks methadone.
C--Is it that the 'done is just jacking my tolerance way the fuck up to monster levels, or that its blocking the fuck out of everything else?
If anybody has anything else to add or suggest Ill take it. If you have any experience with trying to catch a killer nod on methadone, or how you got around it, what combos you used to get there, etc, anything, id like to hear it. Even if you think its only somewhat related. basically, anybody who got any tips for me here on getting around this ridiculous tolerance I would love to hear from you. If it was just a tolerance issue Id think that by adding more and more Id be able to get higher, but the fact that no matter how much I keep upping my dose I still dont quite get where I want to be I am sure that its just the 'done goin all mutant style and taking over my brain, so how can I flush it out, or get it to at least workable levels, other than just detoxing which I cant do? In your experience, at what dose of methadone, does it become workable and you found you were able to get high again off other opiates? How low do you have to go before it stops being a big brick wall around your receptors?
Aight everybody....thanks for the help, in advance. Also, since from what I hear yall turned super-HR, I just want to say that anybody reading this who is not a long term junkie on methadone with a massive ridiculous tolerance, DONT EVEN CONSIDER TRYING THIS. This shit aint for the faint of heart or the low of tolerance. I am able to boot a bundle+ along with dilaudid in one shot because of the methadone and because of many years of opiate addiction. I am seeking a new and better high because this one just aint doing what it should do for me. But seriously, if you read this when youre trying to figure out dosing for yourself or looking to catch a better nod or whatever, and think "Oh, well she can shoot 12 bags of dope and 10mg of hydromorphone at once repeatedly and not die, it should be fine for me to do it too" youre probably gonna end up fucked. so "Dont try this at home, kids! This opiate injection is being performed by a trained professional heroin shooter!" this is the type of shit that would KILL many people, even ones who use heroin or other opiates, so dont compare yourself to me if you are considering doing something like this, you should be really careful, the only reason I dont die is because I am damned to a life of suffering here on earth and fate will not allow me to die, and more likely, because of my insane tolerance. OK, just wanted to put that disclaimer out there, because while this may be safe FOR ME, I really dont want to give anybody the idea that this is something safe to do for most people.
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