Hey guys, I've used Methamphetamine 3 times prior to today ( being #4 ) and had been using a glass bowl to smoke. However today, I decided to IV it. I have no previous experience with working with needles so I allowed my girl whom knows what she's doing to IV myself. Upon finding a vein and inserting the needle, I suddenly felt great Nasea and had to lie back down thinking I was going to vomit. I had successfully conquered the overwhelming feeling after about 45-60 seconds. It felt like I had not eaten for days when it had only been a few hours before. I must also add that when I've had shots by doctors in the past, I've never experienced this amount of Nasea. What could possibly be the cause of this?
Sorry if I butchered a rule or two in my post as I am brand new to the Bluelight world %)
You didn't indicate if she actually injected the drug. If yes, probably just the drug, if no…read on.
Ill tell ya what you did. Nothing at all. Nausea, while not necessarily the overwhelming standard, is a very common physiological response to skin puncture. Perhaps it was evolutionarily helpful. Regardless, happens to lots of people. If is the circumstance, you'd have to train yourself into not getting nauseated by fairly frequent exposure to the skin puncture stimuli. For most, if you can ride it out until the drug is administered, that's going to be the "best" or most efficient retraining reward anyone could offer so the nausea would like resolve quickly.
You could also be having a phobic reaction or a Panic Attack. Many people feint at the sight of blood…see above explanation. But the nausea, lightheadedness, and the need to perhaps calm down, could basically mean that you were much more afraid of the process than you either realized, or could admit (fear, out of control screams of panic attack, and the symptoms line up nicely. Treatment is the same. Desensitization by frequent exposure. However this one could prove to be a bit trickier to resolve because it is more Pavlovian, and thus more complicated than the first one which was just a (Classical) stimulus / response. This one is stimulus / interpretation / response. IF this is your situation, i would imagine you'll pass through this still quickly, but it might rear up from time to time.
Of course see your Medical and Mental health professionals and get multiple opinions. (I am a mental health professional with a license and everything, but probably not where you live).