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Mental Health It all started with a broken heart

Hezman94

Hezman94

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She has an abusive boyfriend bad she's got a kid which w tried for I think about this other girl more but I see the kid in a state and her and I wish I could help and I wonder why she still in my life after this long and I ant had sex in two years and she was a good fuckbuddy as we split then after a year as fuckbuddy then stopped then she got. Skid two year later move next door three years on same shit he blinded her in one eye
 
Kick the piss out of him and take your girl back.

(I am probably going to be in trouble for saying that)

Yet, that is what my instinct tells me. It is likely not the logical thing to do, but in reality, keep a close eye on the situation. She may need your help. Make certain you are reading it correctly. You never know, she may be near you for a reason. I do not believe in fate, but I do not disbelieve in it either. If you develop feelings for her, hey....
 
Was friends a year for together four years I started abusing pills and we was arguinbsplit up met again a year later she would Shag me cuddle me want me go shopping with her but said she didn't love me. Now after usarst I'm suddenly getting these feelings I know she'd never want me she got a kid and boyfriend n he's horrible to her . Her tits have got massive and she got. A bit of eight which I like I'm sure she'd fuck me again if she was single but can only hope.
i wish I had got her pregnant I wanted skid it breaks me deep down
 
We known each other eleven years but If she moves I'll never see her again we get along very well.
Ive saved her bare times from her boyfriend who blinded her in one eye. I wish I didn't go downhill she's beautiful even with one eye I dunno if it's whiskey or amphetamine talking is thee owt I can do. Cos losing my head. I never got over her tbh I might just be craving the amazing sex we had.
 
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My mental health was always better when she was round I became a opiate addict when she left she ws there when my mum disowned me and she's person I know the most length of time we never fell out. She got a kid with Him so it's hard but he's horrible calls her fat a slag calls her family bullies her spends her money steals her. Bank card
 
I came off citalopam twenty mg too fast didn't have any at all for two weeks rllthen been put on prozac 20mg and it's going up to 40mg. I find it activating but my anxiety is very high in doing more cleaning and that tho also I been reading reports about prozac abuse do some people actually get high on it
 
1mg to 0.5 in morn an 1mg at night. I get procyclidine and it has helped stop side affects I was on 200mg quetiapine for years.
Will this be beneficial as ive got running commentary in my head sayig bad shit 1mg is a really low dose isn't it I suffer from anxiety bipolar bpd bad copd and fibromyalgia
Want the intruding racing thoughts to fuck off it stops me cleaning and shit
 
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