Meth novice 79
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 11, 2019
- Messages
- 854
I’m bored.
Can’t sleep.
This is the part of the meth binge that I loathe the most.
My body is depleted beyond exhaustion, I just want to be in bed where everyone else is, and here I am, mind going a hundred million miles an hour, making fuck all sense, even to myself and can’t switch off.
My anxious mind craves stimulation but I’m lacking energy to do anything about it.
So I come back here to annoy everyone posting off topic bullshit that I’ll forget I even said tomorrow.
Thank god for blue light because nobody here cares I’m a basket case. Or if they do I don’t have to hear about it like I do here at home lol
I’m prettt excited too though.
I was given a Pax!
Had to quit weed a few years ago because lung disease stole my ability to inhale without needing an hour on a ventilator after.
But this little baby! Not only does it not choke me, but it makes my weed taste AMAZING!
Fingers crossed this will be the end of my love hate relationship with meth, I miss my old stoner self!!!
But.
People have started telling me horror stories about vaping.
Like it’s meant to be worse for you long term and people are dying from it or something?
Is this more overhyped bullshit does anyone know?
Can’t sleep.
This is the part of the meth binge that I loathe the most.
My body is depleted beyond exhaustion, I just want to be in bed where everyone else is, and here I am, mind going a hundred million miles an hour, making fuck all sense, even to myself and can’t switch off.
My anxious mind craves stimulation but I’m lacking energy to do anything about it.
So I come back here to annoy everyone posting off topic bullshit that I’ll forget I even said tomorrow.
Thank god for blue light because nobody here cares I’m a basket case. Or if they do I don’t have to hear about it like I do here at home lol
I’m prettt excited too though.
I was given a Pax!
Had to quit weed a few years ago because lung disease stole my ability to inhale without needing an hour on a ventilator after.
But this little baby! Not only does it not choke me, but it makes my weed taste AMAZING!
Fingers crossed this will be the end of my love hate relationship with meth, I miss my old stoner self!!!
But.
People have started telling me horror stories about vaping.
Like it’s meant to be worse for you long term and people are dying from it or something?
Is this more overhyped bullshit does anyone know?