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I don't think I've done this before except carrying on from the night before.

I've done it alot with dopamine drugs- coke/mepheddrone as for some reason I've always thought to myself that buzz is appropriate for the daytime or anytime and that an mdma buzz should be saved for social occasions.

I'm wondering if there would be much value in doing a mdma trip around the house just listening to classical music and otherwise chilling as I would were I not on drugs or like I used to do with coke and meph?- lol not to say there was more value in doing THOSE drugs alone in the house either. Actually the main reason I took those at home was just cos they didn't last long enough and I hated coming down and being sketched out in public.

What do you guys think?

Have you done it/would you recommend it?

What would you recommend doing?

Note I don't have anyone to trip with so it wouldn't even be a quiet social one with friends which I could easily see justification for.

I mean I'm not necessarily against taking drugs for drug's sake so long as I don't feel like it was an empty experience and regret it after.

I don't think it would be that much of a big deal as I'm a pretty solitary person at the best of times anyway and am used to my own company.

Note I live slap bang in the city centre and would prob be too lazy to go out into the country or anything like that- I would prob only do that with mushrooms and such as with mdma I'd prob be coming down before I got home and think 'fuck what did I come out here for?' and regret it- though I can largely control those aweful comedown pangs these days thanks to good quality mdma and 5-htp as well as other common sense stuff.

So yea I like to test out different settings so wondering if there would be value in it.

I guess I just want an excuse to take a buzz while I'm sat at my comp, lol. I might take a low dose to try it but the main reason I bought this batch of mdma was precisely to work on my social skills and making connections so to take in social settings so I guess I'm just looking for an excuse to get high here. Will prob take a low dose at home sometime though for the sake of science.
 
the only time i've done this, we blacked out all the windows with blankets. we walked outside for about 15 seconds. the light really killed it for us.
 
Hah, well I've had that but only when you've been rolling all night and so seeing the light of day is depressing cos you know the party is gonna be over sooner or later so wanna delay the inevitable.

I don't think that would be an issue here.
 
i used to do this at college when i had long free periods all the time and its a total waste. i'd just go chill in the woods nearby totally wrecked. it passed the time a bit more interestingly than getting stoned. didn't help that i didn't really like the people i was doing it with. i guess if you can create a really nice situation with fun stuff to do it would be ok, but in that case i'd plan it in advance. i'd find it hard not having other people around though but i guess it could make for an interesting experience if you make the setting right. sorry i can't give any advice on what the right setting might be!
 
One of my best rolls were taking alone at home, well it was my home I was watching my ex gfs house for the weekend and well yeah I dropped when I was alone. It was one of the best times I had, even though all I did was listen to music and talk on msn all night (: I can't remember if I ever I rolled in the day time. It must have been not very exciting if I didn't remember. I don't bright lights while rolling, except strobe lights (:
 
I have rolled during the day and actually had quite a bit of fun. We sat in a seat swing and just chilled. I also remember the colors being heavily enhanced. The grass for example wasn't just green, it was almost more of a blue green.

Pretty cool. :)
 
See I feel I don't think I'd feel I'd be missing out TOO much cos I'm pretty nihilistic in terms of what is fun and what isn't.

Obv. I prefer shagging a girl than to just writing random shit on internet forums but in general I've found myself pretty take it or leave it with most stuff.

I've put this down to an increase in general contentment rather than depression as my mum is quick to try and label on me.

Like I was dancing for hours in the gabber room on friday and that is MADE for mdma that was cool but I still felt like it was a waste.

I think I wanna take it with other people mostly still. I mainly want to take it before going out to pull girls.

I have tried that once but that was shit pills.

I wanna experiment with this more, that is my main thing- to go out with the epxress purpose to pull girls on it. I've tried with most other things- mephedrone, coke, speed, weed, alcohol and they suck; I think mdma will be best suited for this. I don't want it to turn into a crutch but I want to see how I interact with girls differently when I'm really emotionally open as usually when I take it I am still anti social and just dance like I did on friday hence feeling it a waste (dancing is still cool on it but I've done that and am familiar with that, I wanna use it for self improvement- actually I'll make another post about that in a sec, heh, oops spamming BL now with all different settings to take MDMA :D).

Like I say for experiment's sake I wouldn't mind a small dose at home like how you'd take a few beers to chill.

Oh ye I remember I did try and self medicate taking it in the day a few years ago when I was selling a cpl ounces of it so had it in supply like water.

I felt like total shit but that was firstly cos I was alot more depressed in life than I am now and secondly I didn't know about resources like BL back then so didn't have comedown remedies.

I remember I felt good while I was high but felt like shit for 2 days after only cos I didn't have comedown remedy though.
 
It's actually quite fun to just take MDMA on a nice day and go for a walk around town in some park or something like that. I once did that with two really good friends from HS who came to visit me in my college town and it was awesome. We were just walking around town chilling, talking about life, having a good time. I remember when we met these chicks who understood that we were rolling, they gave us some nice hugs - it felt really good.

I would avoid doing MDMA alone though. I think more that any other drug, MDMA is a very social drug. It's fun to be around other cool people when you're on MDMA. I would feel kinda lonely if I would be the only one rolling.

But on the other hand, if you go on a rolling adventure, you could meet up some really cool people who would 'dig your vibe'. But you can't really guarantee that that will happen....
 
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^wow that sounds like a great time :).

Well like I say I'm mostly a solitary person or not so much solitary but rabidly independent so I usually always go out alone even if it's to social places.

I'm used to taking drugs alone and am (usually) good at 'holding it down' without it being an effortful affair when talking to others who may not be on drugs which is useful.
 
i dont really like rolling along cause i find the next day can be bit depressing thinking ya kinda wasted ur day , specially when ya only had an alright tiime
 
I love doing MDMA alone, it gives you the opportunity to think about things and get insight into various areas of your life. Especially if you are a solitary person as you say, I don't think you will have any problem.

That being said, I do like to go outside and walk around to be where there are people. I don't need to have a companion, but at some point it's nice to be out and about where things are happening. And it is fun to strike up random conversations with strangers if that is your thing. But if you need companionship you can always come online and post around the message boards.

But even if you do stay at home, it can be a great experience. I think I actually may prefer rolling on my own and deciding how to spend my time.
 
^Well put sir. Those were just along the lines I was thinking.

Meeting a girl and shagging her at the end of the roll is still the highest thing on my todo list while under the influence though :).

Anyway I have a hearty stock atm so plenty to test out in each occasion!
 
the first time i really rolled hard off of cule was in my old apartment with my room mate. and i was the only one rolling! it was so fun.
 
Yes its worth it :) - regardless if you cant get out of the house its great just popping and sitting watching the world go by.

Sitting listening to music, having a nice shower/bath, just enjoying your time, your space - whats a strange experience is going through 'old stuff' you know the stuff stuck in the bottom of the wardrobe/back of the cupboard - the memories that it can evoke are so strange.

I would personally tell people your going to be away for the day so you dont receive any unwanted visitors/phone calls from sober people and DONT answer the door if you have a saleman / religious person call around to sell you something.
 
So what have we concluded? It's always a good time for drugs.

Sarcasm noted however mdma is prob gonna be one of the most 'forgiving' in terms of setting cos it just makes you happy and when is it not appropriate to be happy? :).

I could even see it as being worthwhile at a funeral offering emotional support and acceptance of what happened etc. although I don't think I'd rush to do it in that situ. just making a point.
 
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I came in this thread expecting the usual people say `rolling alone sucks, it's a waste, it's lame` - which I completely disagree with. It makes me happy to see people who can appreciate rolling solo.

Haram, you said you are a solitary person and comfortable with your own company. That sounds like me, and it sounds like the best indicator if someone would be able to enjoy rolling alone. I say go for it, I love (maybe prefer) rolling alone.

Do what you enjoy - I love music (listening and making), drawing, and martial arts weapons, damn and on E I even find I can write lyrics to music (something I usually don't like my results with.) And rolling solo lets you explore you (not be bombarded with other people talking about themselves) - I've had great experiences rolling and learning about myself, and integrating or just being OK with who I am/where I'm at in life. MDMA gives me that great spiritual feeling of `everything is exactly as it should be, all is good.`

bearlove - I'm fascinated with the idea of going through the `old memory stuff` while rolling, I can imagine that could be very powerful in exploring your past and who you are now as a result.

Cheers to all the solo explorers!
 
Ye this is a cool thread I'm glad I started it.

I thought the digging through the old stuff an interesting one but would not be my personal style.

I'm rather a 'forget the past' and live for the moment type of guy.

I mean I find value in sorting through stuff that's causing you blocks to throw them out but otherwise don't like to attach myself with things including memories (although it's human nature to do so if you have a personality at all you do this auto but I just mean I don't deliberately dig around in the past for fun. I prefer digging around and getting involved in the present :).

So yeah you guys will prob see a solo TR from me soonish.

Gonna hit up a roll on the town girl getting tomorrow though to explore my debauched sexual side :).

Yea i pretty much persue the aesthetic lifestyle as it is anyway so it'll just be same stuff I do most days- music, good movies, good food, but just amped up :).

I shall also raise my glass to my fellow solo explorers.
 
the first time i rolled i did it alone.. and i've rolled at home alone a lot since then.. only on molly tho, which is mellow

legit MDMA pills seem to pack more of a punch tho (at least IME) and i always feel like i need to be around other people & listen to music to have fun.. vs with molly, i can enjoy myself alone or with a group doing anything or nothing at all

hope that helps
 
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