lemongaga
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 3, 2010
- Messages
- 111
I'm in a lot of trouble and I'd really like to start over. Problem is that I've been sober 5 months and still feel "off." Short term memory is horrible and I'm concerned about these really uncomfortable episodes I have where I turn into a shell of a person with a general lack of empathy or compassion for anyone. This is sort of tragic. I'm really miserable too.
My paranoia has lightened up but I'm worried that my head will never be straight again. I don't know what I believe in. This is difficult to explain. I have always been a very opinionated person and now I have no philosophies. It's just circles of thoughts (with no conclusion).
My paranoia has lightened up but I'm worried that my head will never be straight again. I don't know what I believe in. This is difficult to explain. I have always been a very opinionated person and now I have no philosophies. It's just circles of thoughts (with no conclusion).