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Greenlighter
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- Oct 14, 2005
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move to the darkside really? I dunno?
Is anyone else going through W/D?? Today's my 2nd day. 4th time going through this in 2 years of day in day out oxy use. This time around has been the easiest so far, in regards to physical symptoms (which is weird, because my use has been at it's highest). As far as mental symptoms go, this time 'round is the worst. I'm bored as shit (why I created this thread, mostly). I haven't been able to sleep much, I've just been sitting here reading and chain smoking cigarettes. Yesterday (day 1) was tough because I had to go to work, but I have off today. Next week at this time'll be different. I've been thinking about copping illegally (don't even know where to begin) and/or seeking a bupe clinic, but all of those bullshit entails won't help me this very minute. I guess that attitude might be my whole problem, huh? Anyways, yeah... I can't get over the boredom and although I have the whole night off I can't be bothered to get out and do anything. I've smoked pot for the first time in ages today, and it helps a lot (I was surprised)
suxxxx....
anyone else in the same boat? surely there has to be. I don't know why I read the OD forums when I'm in w/d, it's like torture
Is anyone else going through W/D?? Today's my 2nd day. 4th time going through this in 2 years of day in day out oxy use. This time around has been the easiest so far, in regards to physical symptoms (which is weird, because my use has been at it's highest). As far as mental symptoms go, this time 'round is the worst. I'm bored as shit (why I created this thread, mostly). I haven't been able to sleep much, I've just been sitting here reading and chain smoking cigarettes. Yesterday (day 1) was tough because I had to go to work, but I have off today. Next week at this time'll be different. I've been thinking about copping illegally (don't even know where to begin) and/or seeking a bupe clinic, but all of those bullshit entails won't help me this very minute. I guess that attitude might be my whole problem, huh? Anyways, yeah... I can't get over the boredom and although I have the whole night off I can't be bothered to get out and do anything. I've smoked pot for the first time in ages today, and it helps a lot (I was surprised)
suxxxx....
anyone else in the same boat? surely there has to be. I don't know why I read the OD forums when I'm in w/d, it's like torture
