newbiecodone
Bluelighter
Hi guys I am just WDing from hydromorfon I had made it to day 5 today.
Yesterday I received 30mgs off alprazolam I have been a casual user of alprazolam when I was on subs. Like one week on alprazolam maximum dose 3 to 4 mgs a day. than I had to wait 3 to 4 weeks to get to any benzos since my source was a guy who was paralized but had his doctor has overprescribed a shitton of alprazolam to him so he sold it to me for very fair prices in comparison to what I found on internet.
yesteday he sent me a package of 30 mgs of alprazolam now yesterday I was still feeling shitty like mornings and ninghts were the worst I allready started to see that my bowels are getting better etc... but I still had that feeling of I cant do anything just lay in my bed and maybe read a book when I am feeling good enough or watch a documentary or something.
Yesterday I took 6 mgs alprazolam and I just had after 4 days the longest fucking sleep I had. Actually it 1:44 PM and I still did not take anything I had a few beers some food went to shop right after I woke up with comfidence I am a very shy person when I am not satisfied with my looks specialy my hair embarasing :D sorry I have a GF and stuff so I have to look on point if you know what I mean
or in work I have to be looking normal in regards to my hrair and outfit.
now I took 6 mgs in the almost before evening I had the best sleep beutifull dreams it and generaly I feel like either day 5 if WDs and its getting better or I am a bezo addict but I dont feel the symptoms of benzo
addiction no ringin in ears or sinuses hurt or electrical stuff in spine whathewer my main problem was diarrhorea throwing up and absolute ruthles insomnia for the first three days on day 4 I had som disturbed sleep until like 4:30 AM with some disturbed dreams omg you dont wanna know fucking nightmare. then on day 4 I got the package and took the alprazolam did not get me feeling much better but got rid of RLS and stuff and then when it was arround 11PM I fel a sleep.
I had beutiful dreams and it was just rejuvinating
I havent slept for a long time.
TO GET TO THE POINT!
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I bought 1,5L of european Beer Iam from EU just so I dont take so much alprazolam because 6mgs is a bit much but I have a tollerance i took benzos 1 week out of a month almost every month but I was on subs too
so those 3 weeks without benzos I havent felt anything much than a bit of rebound anxiety. If I drink a bit of beer and took just 2 mgs of alprazolam would that be less of a threath of benzo addiction or is it the same because alcohol and benzos are both GABA angonists.
Thank you for your advice
Yesterday I received 30mgs off alprazolam I have been a casual user of alprazolam when I was on subs. Like one week on alprazolam maximum dose 3 to 4 mgs a day. than I had to wait 3 to 4 weeks to get to any benzos since my source was a guy who was paralized but had his doctor has overprescribed a shitton of alprazolam to him so he sold it to me for very fair prices in comparison to what I found on internet.
yesteday he sent me a package of 30 mgs of alprazolam now yesterday I was still feeling shitty like mornings and ninghts were the worst I allready started to see that my bowels are getting better etc... but I still had that feeling of I cant do anything just lay in my bed and maybe read a book when I am feeling good enough or watch a documentary or something.
Yesterday I took 6 mgs alprazolam and I just had after 4 days the longest fucking sleep I had. Actually it 1:44 PM and I still did not take anything I had a few beers some food went to shop right after I woke up with comfidence I am a very shy person when I am not satisfied with my looks specialy my hair embarasing :D sorry I have a GF and stuff so I have to look on point if you know what I mean

now I took 6 mgs in the almost before evening I had the best sleep beutifull dreams it and generaly I feel like either day 5 if WDs and its getting better or I am a bezo addict but I dont feel the symptoms of benzo
addiction no ringin in ears or sinuses hurt or electrical stuff in spine whathewer my main problem was diarrhorea throwing up and absolute ruthles insomnia for the first three days on day 4 I had som disturbed sleep until like 4:30 AM with some disturbed dreams omg you dont wanna know fucking nightmare. then on day 4 I got the package and took the alprazolam did not get me feeling much better but got rid of RLS and stuff and then when it was arround 11PM I fel a sleep.
I had beutiful dreams and it was just rejuvinating

TO GET TO THE POINT!
---------------------------------------
I bought 1,5L of european Beer Iam from EU just so I dont take so much alprazolam because 6mgs is a bit much but I have a tollerance i took benzos 1 week out of a month almost every month but I was on subs too
so those 3 weeks without benzos I havent felt anything much than a bit of rebound anxiety. If I drink a bit of beer and took just 2 mgs of alprazolam would that be less of a threath of benzo addiction or is it the same because alcohol and benzos are both GABA angonists.
Thank you for your advice