Hi all,
Im sorry this is such a long post - I just really wanted to include as much detail as I could!
I've taken drone twice before (probably only 0.5g each time with a gap of about 3 months in between) and the high was incredible. Although I felt a little depressed right after and had little cravings for a few days after I suffered no real ill effects. This was really my first experience of drugs and ever since I've been doing a great deal of research into MDMA. A friend and I could not track down any for love nor money but eventually managed to obtain some beautiful looking/smelling crystal. We had heard that MD blew the meph high out of the water and so decided to dedicate a night to its effects doing nothing more than sitting in my room listening to music and chatting. Words cannot describe how hyped we were.
We bombed about 0.1g each originally expecting to fly what with it being our first time. After a while we began to feel something but we weren't particularly impressed and actually feeling rather down having waited months and months to experience this. We decided to simply eat some more (probably about 0.05g) and I think at this point we started to 'come up'. We were enjoying the music and each other's company at this point which was fine, but this was hours into the evening and we were keen to nail this incredible euphoria we had read so much about. In hindsight I realise it was a silly idea, but we were obviously rolling a bit and decided to eat some more, tiny crystals and even snort a corner off of a credit card. We had no means of measuring what we took at the time. Needless to say although my memory of what happened is cloudy neither my mate nor I can say that we ever reached a point when we were thinking 'yes, the wait was worth it'. We tried to be very positive at the time so as to enhance each other's experiences but we never really clicked with it. I'm not entirely sure how much we consumed that night, but in the end it must have been pushing about 0.75g each (stupid, I know).
A week and a day later, although I wasn't hugely excited by the prospect I had another night on the stuff with a different friend who is much more experienced with this sort of thing (I had promised it to him and didn't want to let him down). I knew the method behind last week's festivities was nothing short of idiotic and so this time I bombed 0.15g, and then ate another 0.05g when I had 'come up'. I decided I would take NO MORE after this point and happily stuck to it. Throughout the night my friend said how incredible the MD was and how it was such a 'clean' roll and he'd never had anything like it which really threw me - I was expecting him to say that it was crap and I was a mug! This time we just played on a friend's Xbox and although it was nice and I was clenching my jaw a little - I was pretty chilled and could talk normally to people who weren't on the drug. Apparently I was being VERY polite, but not excessively 'loved up' or anything along those lines. Afterwards we watched a lot of music videos which I wasn't really interested in and finally went to bed.
So that's a run-down of what happened in terms of setting/dosage etc. There was about a week between use: a stupid amount the first night I can't even put a figure on, and a large (a GOOD 0.2g) but not ridiculous amount the second. I know I come across as a negative bastard in the above description but I'm really not, I was so excited about finally getting hold of some mandy and was determined to let nothing get in the way of it being incredible! I’ve just tried to be as accurate as possible. The fact I didn't have a GREAT time (I DID have a good time though!) isn't really what concerns me, it's more the change I've noticed in my mind since.
On the first night, even before we went totally OTT, I was really noticing my memory going to pot. For example, I put down my chewing gum in my bedroom, and absolutely COULD NOT find it for love nor money. Another example is sitting at the computer with purpose, then saying to my friend "WTF am I doing?". Putting together a point or trying to tell a short story was a mare. It would literally be a case of "blah blah... blah......... uhhhhhh.... What the hell am I saying?!" Then after we took some more we both (well if not both of us certainly I) started to drift away a bit when we were dancing - almost forgetting what was going on. I guess you could describe it as a trance. This continued for a while before we decided to call it a night. Oh I forgot to mention we must've consumed about 3-4 litres of Isotonic drink each throughout the course of the night!
The next day I didn't feel too bad. My mind was slightly clouded but it was a breath of fresh air compared to other comedowns and hangovers. It's the way I've been feeling after the second night that's worrying me a bit. In the morning I felt very slow. As when I took it a good 10-11 hours before, I had to try extremely hard just to make conversation without sounding like I had something wrong with me. I wasn't depressed as such, although far from pleased with the way my mind had become extremely clouded and I found it difficult to concentrate. In the 6 days since then the edge has been taken off my inability to get my words out, but for example tonight I was watching an advert or something that I found funny and was about to talk about with my house mate, when I completely forgot what had amused me and I had to rewind. I know this kind of thing happens from time to time but it's certainly been happening a lot more frequently recently and it's a bit concerning really.
I've never been the most articulate person even and often struggle to recall words from my vocabulary (thesaurus.com pretty much writes my essays!), and although I've always been a tad paranoid about pretty much everything this seems quite tangible.
I guess what I'd like to get out of this topic is a) whether anyone else has felt let down by MDMA after they'd hyped it up so much and b) whether I'm likely to have ruined my brain permanently in that week of indulgence. Not many people in the threads I’ve read have taken this much stuff of this purity in this short a time period.
Lastly, I guess a lot of people will say that it wasn't real MDMA. Obviously I can't prove that it is legit, but like I said I've spent a long time researching this and without going into much detail I'm 99% sure it was very pure crystal. Aside from this, my experienced friend from the second night was blown away by its appearance/smell/effects!
Any responses whatsoever would be amazing and I'd be massively grateful for any insight at all!
Im sorry this is such a long post - I just really wanted to include as much detail as I could!
I've taken drone twice before (probably only 0.5g each time with a gap of about 3 months in between) and the high was incredible. Although I felt a little depressed right after and had little cravings for a few days after I suffered no real ill effects. This was really my first experience of drugs and ever since I've been doing a great deal of research into MDMA. A friend and I could not track down any for love nor money but eventually managed to obtain some beautiful looking/smelling crystal. We had heard that MD blew the meph high out of the water and so decided to dedicate a night to its effects doing nothing more than sitting in my room listening to music and chatting. Words cannot describe how hyped we were.
We bombed about 0.1g each originally expecting to fly what with it being our first time. After a while we began to feel something but we weren't particularly impressed and actually feeling rather down having waited months and months to experience this. We decided to simply eat some more (probably about 0.05g) and I think at this point we started to 'come up'. We were enjoying the music and each other's company at this point which was fine, but this was hours into the evening and we were keen to nail this incredible euphoria we had read so much about. In hindsight I realise it was a silly idea, but we were obviously rolling a bit and decided to eat some more, tiny crystals and even snort a corner off of a credit card. We had no means of measuring what we took at the time. Needless to say although my memory of what happened is cloudy neither my mate nor I can say that we ever reached a point when we were thinking 'yes, the wait was worth it'. We tried to be very positive at the time so as to enhance each other's experiences but we never really clicked with it. I'm not entirely sure how much we consumed that night, but in the end it must have been pushing about 0.75g each (stupid, I know).
A week and a day later, although I wasn't hugely excited by the prospect I had another night on the stuff with a different friend who is much more experienced with this sort of thing (I had promised it to him and didn't want to let him down). I knew the method behind last week's festivities was nothing short of idiotic and so this time I bombed 0.15g, and then ate another 0.05g when I had 'come up'. I decided I would take NO MORE after this point and happily stuck to it. Throughout the night my friend said how incredible the MD was and how it was such a 'clean' roll and he'd never had anything like it which really threw me - I was expecting him to say that it was crap and I was a mug! This time we just played on a friend's Xbox and although it was nice and I was clenching my jaw a little - I was pretty chilled and could talk normally to people who weren't on the drug. Apparently I was being VERY polite, but not excessively 'loved up' or anything along those lines. Afterwards we watched a lot of music videos which I wasn't really interested in and finally went to bed.
So that's a run-down of what happened in terms of setting/dosage etc. There was about a week between use: a stupid amount the first night I can't even put a figure on, and a large (a GOOD 0.2g) but not ridiculous amount the second. I know I come across as a negative bastard in the above description but I'm really not, I was so excited about finally getting hold of some mandy and was determined to let nothing get in the way of it being incredible! I’ve just tried to be as accurate as possible. The fact I didn't have a GREAT time (I DID have a good time though!) isn't really what concerns me, it's more the change I've noticed in my mind since.
On the first night, even before we went totally OTT, I was really noticing my memory going to pot. For example, I put down my chewing gum in my bedroom, and absolutely COULD NOT find it for love nor money. Another example is sitting at the computer with purpose, then saying to my friend "WTF am I doing?". Putting together a point or trying to tell a short story was a mare. It would literally be a case of "blah blah... blah......... uhhhhhh.... What the hell am I saying?!" Then after we took some more we both (well if not both of us certainly I) started to drift away a bit when we were dancing - almost forgetting what was going on. I guess you could describe it as a trance. This continued for a while before we decided to call it a night. Oh I forgot to mention we must've consumed about 3-4 litres of Isotonic drink each throughout the course of the night!
The next day I didn't feel too bad. My mind was slightly clouded but it was a breath of fresh air compared to other comedowns and hangovers. It's the way I've been feeling after the second night that's worrying me a bit. In the morning I felt very slow. As when I took it a good 10-11 hours before, I had to try extremely hard just to make conversation without sounding like I had something wrong with me. I wasn't depressed as such, although far from pleased with the way my mind had become extremely clouded and I found it difficult to concentrate. In the 6 days since then the edge has been taken off my inability to get my words out, but for example tonight I was watching an advert or something that I found funny and was about to talk about with my house mate, when I completely forgot what had amused me and I had to rewind. I know this kind of thing happens from time to time but it's certainly been happening a lot more frequently recently and it's a bit concerning really.
I've never been the most articulate person even and often struggle to recall words from my vocabulary (thesaurus.com pretty much writes my essays!), and although I've always been a tad paranoid about pretty much everything this seems quite tangible.
I guess what I'd like to get out of this topic is a) whether anyone else has felt let down by MDMA after they'd hyped it up so much and b) whether I'm likely to have ruined my brain permanently in that week of indulgence. Not many people in the threads I’ve read have taken this much stuff of this purity in this short a time period.
Lastly, I guess a lot of people will say that it wasn't real MDMA. Obviously I can't prove that it is legit, but like I said I've spent a long time researching this and without going into much detail I'm 99% sure it was very pure crystal. Aside from this, my experienced friend from the second night was blown away by its appearance/smell/effects!
Any responses whatsoever would be amazing and I'd be massively grateful for any insight at all!
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