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emkee_reinvented

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Had it coming that first, but its been long that i quitted. Be it in or voluntary.

Day 1 smoked my scrapes, worked my way through. At night i got nightmares.

Day 2 it started right away no more scrapes, gone. And i felt as about to rob,
a old lady and get Weed. Not that i would. But i was agitated mostly inward s.
Got 8 beer, and went crazy on whatsapp, to family. Not really me.
Nightmares again. This time a triple dose of Benzo s [no Alcohol], didn t do shit.
But no money, no Weed. But i wanted, it so BADLY. Without seemed in-bearable.

So booked back my power-bill payment, so day 3 i could get finally get shit.
Smart move right, will have to pay it next month, so its just pushing the problem.

Well waiting on the bus all happy, no toke taken yet !
Lit 2 tokes of CBD weed [0.3% THC] , felt after super OK.
Gave my High-Life magazine to the bus-driver :unsure:, but now i wonder.

What happened it seems like THC, and CBD apparently.
Suppressed all my PTSD/ Prolonged Grief/ Rage and whatever instantly.

My Fence is finished btw. Isn t THC/ CBD/ Weed just a super anti- depressant.
Can t live without so need to regulate it, but its bizar how it works immediately.
 
Im trying to space out my weed and hash until when i get paid tomorrow so i feel your pain. I dont really get weird dreams when i give up weed or atleast not any weirder dreams. But its been awile since ive been totally without weed so ya maybe i just forgot i had dreams.
 
You all have this when out of Weed.
As it only has Psychological addiction.
I am assuming i have literally used it medically for years.

So it feels, but it also has the recreatieve side.
Without it, life no longer matter s i transform into a whining,
agitated do nothing mush.

Maybe i been doing to long and just accept.
And progress, but ration it. You don t think its covering
underlying things. I know it does, but its also doping.

Without everything is a drag
 
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paranoid android said:
Im trying to space out my weed and hash until when i get paid tomorrow so i feel your pain. I dont really get weird dreams when i give up weed or atleast not any weirder dreams. But its been awile since ive been totally without weed so ya maybe i just forgot i had dreams.
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My ex appear s any time, in the nightmares.

Actually i have many dreams.
And remember them short after waking before they start dissipating.
No THC or Benzo stops em, Alcohol does i think.
But shit is i am no longer dreaming lucid.

So when my ex appears can t avoid her.
 
emkee_reinvented said:
My ex appear s any time, in the nightmares.

Actually i have many dreams.
And remember them short after waking before they start dissipating.
No THC or Benzo stops em, Alcohol does i think.
But shit is i am no longer dreaming lucid.

So when my ex appears can t avoid her.
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Zopiclone stops my dreams entirely though it can occasionally cause problems so be aware its not without side effects and possible addiction
 
The metal pill, got one once not proud how, but it worked.

Dr s don t prescribe any kinda benzo like med s here.
RC s banned end Juni. Wonder what the insomniac s,
panic people and RC user s are facing hope the last taper.
 
I have took breaks from time to time. Switch to CBD cannabis only. On Prednisone currently and heavy doses of cannabis and Prednisone don't seem to mix so cut down to once a day. CBD and prednisone can cause possible health issues. ( Recently been mixing CBD with THC cannabis)

Havent ran out on five years or so. Sometimes I think I'm addicted bc while I've taken breaks , past five years from once every month to every other day to a bowl or two a day, I've smoked it pre resistance exercise or pre cardio a good bit. So I really don't think it'll do damage bc of exercise, healthy nutrition. In fact cannabis has benefits as everyone knows. It does effect lungs but if healthy enough it's okay. ( Had to stop earlier this year few days until bronchial infection healed)

One thing I dislike that seems to be true is THC seems to effect deep rem sleep as much as alcohol. Now does the body get used to it ,if dose is kept about the same , or does THC effect rem sleep no matter what ?

My point is taking off is not a bad thing , maybe a good thing. I find excuses to cut back, like the literature I saw on Prednisone , heavy THC usage and especially CBD has possible more negative effects , so today I didn't smoke at all. And if I did I would have only smoked one bowl of THC . I haven't really saw the literature, but Cialis is supposed to have a calming effect, and I feel it does, even the five mg dose I take from time to time for lowered blood pressure, prostate pro effects, and even erection quality, that's another reason to cut back or maybe to not take cannabis at all.

The less drugs and supplements the best. Creatine from 10-25 grams a day depending on how much sleep you've had, the less sleep you had , and more fatigued you feel, the more creatine helps you feel better. For reference look at Dr. Rhonda Patrick's guest on creatine, it's a clip on YouTube. I've tested this and it seems to be super true.

I'm not anti cannabis I feel with the literature I've seen it it has benefits, anti cancer, inflammatory, dopamine boost, which may be why people with ADHD like it, mellow yet more dopamine , my issue is when there's an excuse to take off and you feel perfectly fine without it, go with the flow
 
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i have the opposite, when i run out of weed my anxiety goes through the roof.

could be strain related, i really just lately smoke indica leaning hybrids like bubba k and medical, smooth hybrids like chem91 (rather than the fast up and back down hybrids, i'd rather start at the part where my nerves are settled)...

i do think i used to love sativas and also i used to associate weed with an activating, even anxiety- inducing effect... until i started using it for medical stuff, and then the activating effects were less wanted.

i still love sativas, but i think i'd rather use sativas for those low tolerance time periods where i can smoke a bunch and get really fucking high and see shit in new ways and shit.
 
Shinji Ikari said:
Being dankrupt sucks. It hasn't happened to me in a few years. Weird dreams are the worst part.

I did have one cool one where Sir Ian Mckellen rescued me from a collapsing building, that was fun.
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What? The dreams returning are the most interesting part. Extreme fear and arousal all in one package and for free lol

I have a lot of hyper-realistic sex dreams that go between being nightmares then back to sex then back to nightmares. Maybe that says more about my mind than I realize lol
 
Cream Gravy? said:
What? The dreams returning are the most interesting part. Extreme fear and arousal all in one package and for free lol

I have a lot of hyper-realistic sex dreams that go between being nightmares then back to sex then back to nightmares. Maybe that says more about my mind than I realize lol
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I mostly just get sleep paralysis. Not a fan.

If it was all fun lucid dreams I'd do it a lot more often for giggles.
 


This is how I feel like right now. With support of extra clonazepam in my system and shitload of mirtazapine. I am nervous AF, cognition and memory is bit off. I got minor burn on my thumb because of that. Scenario running pisses me off bad time. After second cup of coffee, I started shaking, shat my pants and my cognition is running too fast for me to be able to distinguish any reason for emotional distress and stop to process it properly.

E: I also was very close to participating in CEPS in sardonic tone with no real attempt to develop conversation. People say that cannabis WDs are not serious, but based on this observation, I beg to differ.
 
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I feel intermittently great but god damn sleeping is often so insanely frustrating I am so done with this shit. I get back on weed when I just get my hands on some. Enough is enough.
 
Pissed_and_messed said:


This is how I feel like right now. With support of extra clonazepam in my system and shitload of mirtazapine. I am nervous AF, cognition and memory is bit off. I got minor burn on my thumb because of that. Scenario running pisses me off bad time. After second cup of coffee, I started shaking, shat my pants and my cognition is running too fast for me to be able to distinguish any reason for emotional distress and stop to process it properly.

E: I also was very close to participating in CEPS in sardonic tone with no real attempt to develop conversation. People say that cannabis WDs are not serious, but based on this observation, I beg to differ.
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Men you look bad, can feel the 'MJauwwwwww "
Same weird IKEA piece left i have, is that plant fake :eek:
Please no, plastic P_M cleans no air gives no vibes.
No wonder you moan, grow Weed, its allowed were you live right.

Like your curtain, but the amount of electric-contacts, absurd.
And the other ports, nice inside look. Curious looking wooden box.
Bring out the the Catnip for sure. ASAP.
 
Esperighanto said:
Not sure if it's been mentioned here yet, but both Klip Dagga and Alpine Dagga substituted for weed for me, as well as a variety of altnoids.
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I had some beautiful orange flowers of dagga and I did enjoy it. On its own it did not do much for me. Bur taking one hit of dagga after 2 or 3 hits of regular bud seemed to make it stronger. Pleasant. But at this point the less I smoke the better. I can't smoke weed all day anymore like I use to. Use to be able to smoke a quarter ounce in a few days. Now I go through 1/8th a week. Not much but I for sure need it for sanity.

If in the US, Canada or a few other countries cannabis has to be easy to get. I can't get away from it.
 
Pissed_and_messed said:


This is how I feel like right now. With support of extra clonazepam in my system and shitload of mirtazapine. I am nervous AF, cognition and memory is bit off. I got minor burn on my thumb because of that. Scenario running pisses me off bad time. After second cup of coffee, I started shaking, shat my pants and my cognition is running too fast for me to be able to distinguish any reason for emotional distress and stop to process it properly.

E: I also was very close to participating in CEPS in sardonic tone with no real attempt to develop conversation. People say that cannabis WDs are not serious, but based on this observation, I beg to differ.
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emkee_reinvented said:
Had it coming that first, but its been long that i quitted. Be it in or voluntary.

Day 1 smoked my scrapes, worked my way through. At night i got nightmares.

Day 2 it started right away no more scrapes, gone. And i felt as about to rob,
a old lady and get Weed. Not that i would. But i was agitated mostly inward s.
Got 8 beer, and went crazy on whatsapp, to family. Not really me.
Nightmares again. This time a triple dose of Benzo s [no Alcohol], didn t do shit.
But no money, no Weed. But i wanted, it so BADLY. Without seemed in-bearable.

So booked back my power-bill payment, so day 3 i could get finally get shit.
Smart move right, will have to pay it next month, so its just pushing the problem.

Well waiting on the bus all happy, no toke taken yet !
Lit 2 tokes of CBD weed [0.3% THC] , felt after super OK.
Gave my High-Life magazine to the bus-driver :unsure:, but now i wonder.

What happened it seems like THC, and CBD apparently.
Suppressed all my PTSD/ Prolonged Grief/ Rage and whatever instantly.

My Fence is finished btw. Isn t THC/ CBD/ Weed just a super anti- depressant.
Can t live without so need to regulate it, but its bizar how it works immediately.
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I've been broke so many times that I've naturally kilt My Weed Withdrawal or Nicotine for that matter. Like I've smoked that zaza heavily a dozen times or vaped... once I was blowing downnnnn everyday for like a year lol.... That time i felt "something" when I stopped but Feels like nothing anymore when I stop like It might suck for me the first day but my body just reacts like bleh we're good.
 
mirsNeedsHisItch said:
I've been broke so many times that I've naturally kilt My Weed Withdrawal or Nicotine for that matter. Like I've smoked that zaza heavily a dozen times or vaped... once I was blowing downnnnn everyday for like a year lol.... That time i felt "something" when I stopped but Feels like nothing anymore when I stop like It might suck for me the first day but my body just reacts like bleh we're good.
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Zaza is ... ?

But THC has WD not Nicotine, that s in your mind not in mine.
No wait that s Weed. Psychological addiction, so WTF is Nicotine addiction placebo ? I don t mind, i might be lucky or receptor blind.

But Cannabis WD makes me a monster, to mankind.
 
emkee_reinvented said:
Zaza is ... ?

But THC has WD not Nicotine, that s in your mind not in mine.
No wait that s Weed. Psychological addiction, so WTF is Nicotine addiction placebo ? I don t mind, i might be lucky or receptor blind.

But Cannabis WD makes me a monster, to mankind.
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zaza is the corny Cool Way My generation calls weed
I know THC is in weed
Nicotine is arguably worse trying to get off than THC for some ppl but others not much.
Once you go through withdrawals with 'real drugs' (IN MY OPINION!) putting down the blunt after a few weeks use is A walk in the dog park
 
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