Lovethehappy
Greenlighter
A lil background:
My end argument is this: I would rather be on codeine then, at least get some fake happiness then suffer with the awful metal torment I go through daily , and I no a lot of people that drink daily / smoke weed so is it really that bad compared to drinking every night ?
Ok so whilst I'm new to this subreddit I have been fully aware of the dangers off addiction and the dangers of opiates. I would never take heroin . I admit I do have a addictive trait but I managed to quit smoking, drinking, smoking weed.
I just don't see the harm is using a 2/3 times a week since codine has a base celling of 400mg its not like it could be abused since you cant redose
Maybe deep down I no its bad road to go down, But with having major depression/panic and aniexty I never feel at ease or happiness. where as when I take a good old dose 300 mg coz I have a high tolerance ( only used 3 times).
I have read a lot of peoples comments and they 80 % of them say you will get sucked in, whilst the other 20% say they can use a couple times a week and not get addicted.
Plus where I live its impossible to get oxy/ morphine ( the stronger types of opiates) So I have to order codeine online from uk pharmacy's ( its legal to get codeine/ hydrocodeine online) So its not like I could or would switch on to "harder opiates".
My end argument is this: I would rather be on codeine then, at least get some fake happiness then be sober and suffer with the awful metal torment I go through daily , and I no a lot of people that drink daily / smoke weed so is it really that bad compared to drinking every night ? I no this is probably a weak argument but im just at wits end with feeling like this and I just want something to chill my overactive mind out, is that such a bad thing? CODEINE = short time antidote