I'm back drinking my Jack Daniels, docs won't help me, they said to continue taking my meds which are Seroquel and Mirtazapine, but they ain't helping, asked the doc if i could go back on valium, he said he doesn't think it will be any good for my problems, my psychiatrist went against me getting any, and i stopped the booze, but now i'm back on my own after staying with my parents. I don't know where to turn, i have this feeling of nothing will get better, my mood is really low and i can't deal with reality anymore, does anyone feel like this or had feelings like this? my heads messed up and i don't know what to do, so i've bought a bottle of Jack.
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NotQuiteAnonymous
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Have you tried going to an AA meeting?
Nah, i met a old man who got me clean from drink for 2 years, he fed me, paid any fines i had and i never felt happier, my family and me aren't very close, so it was good having company, that was when i was 20, i'm 23 now and back on the bottle, living alone and even though i know the demon drink can't help me i still take it. The old man saved my life and theres no way i could ever repay him for all he's done for me. I had to leave and come back home, because when i went back on the booze i would get aggressive and call him all the names, so now we stay in contact through phone calls. I met him by accident, i was at my rock bottom and jumped on a train to Glasgow, and he took me in. I feel like i've let not only him down, but myself
brandy42
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I won't patronise you, I trust.
But I have been taking Valium (diazepam) for the last 10 years. I self prescribe this. I figure that you can also do this ?
I will NOT help you source anything.
But I have been taking Valium (diazepam) for the last 10 years. I self prescribe this. I figure that you can also do this ?
I will NOT help you source anything.
Sounds like instead of using valium to taper, you used it in conjunction with alcohol. Doctors and Psychiatrists have reasons not to trust people, and are aware of you more than you are. That said, they have to be cautious, they could be sued and lose everything if you killed yourself with that combo.
You dont need those pharms-order some kava, valerian root, mugwort, and most of all holy basil. Have one cup of tea with all of those in it three times a day and dont drink alcohol.
Also:
Exercise at least one hour/day
Meditate at least 5 mins/day
Read at least one hour/day
WORK all day
DONT SIT AROUND AND FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF
Do this for long enough and you'll be fine
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You dont need those pharms-order some kava, valerian root, mugwort, and most of all holy basil. Have one cup of tea with all of those in it three times a day and dont drink alcohol.
Also:
Exercise at least one hour/day
Meditate at least 5 mins/day
Read at least one hour/day
WORK all day
DONT SIT AROUND AND FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF
Do this for long enough and you'll be fine
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