knockinsparks
Greenlighter
Hey all knockin sparks here from ohio. I'm 60 and I'm getting tired. So I have been on one drug or another since I started smoking weed at 12. I'm sure you have heard it before but I only quit one drug by taking up another. The only time I have been clean was the 8 yrs I did in federal prison, which I did get high in there until one day I realized I was in prison for selling weed and Im still doing it. I quit and for probably 7 or 8 yrs after I got out I done good. Then I had a few surgeries . And pain meds became a problem. Since then ive tried methadone and got off it for suboxone. But my all time favorite has been meth.. And here I am again about 3 yrs into it with a bad heart, I smoke it and my breathing is really getting bad. I basically have one foot in the grave and the other on a banna peel. I about to jump off the band wagon but I work 6 days a week and I'm not sure I can pull it of. If not it's not going to be long it's going to kill me. I don't work well in rehab type situations so we will see what happens. I just thought maybe, I don't know what I was thinking I just felt the need to join and see were it goes. Trust me I could go on and on about my life but I will spare you. Thanks for listening. Who know I may be the USA version of Keith Richard's.
