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if you could go back and experience any drug for the first time..

Dr.oxy

Dr.oxy

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I have been battling myself lately on what drug I would want to experience for the first time again, and I was curious on what all of you felt on this matter. Not necessarily your favorite drug, just what you wish you could reexperience as the first time. It's oxycodone for me. 2nd would be cocaine, and last would probably be Ecstasy.

Thank you!
 
My first would be mdma. I have only taken it 3 times all of which spread multiple months apart. I'm certain the magic is still there but it's just such a great experience in the company of good friends that I would love to do it again. I haven't been able to find it but I believe it will be rolling through my area soon.

My second would be hydrocodone. I would like to be able to get a glowing 5 hours of euphoria and a nod to compliment it with only 5-10mg again. That's not special though, I'm sure every opiate user wants that again.

My third would be weed. I absolutely despise the effects of the drug now. I still respect the drug itself as a legitimate way to alter consciousness, it's just not for me anymore. My first couple months of smoking was the only time I enjoyed it, it made me hyper focus and able to analyze things on a much deeper level. There was never any euphoria but just a highly focused interest and in depth analysis of my surroundings.

My problem came when it started causing panic attacks after a few bad synthetic cannabinoid trips. I kept trying to recreate my initial experience but always ended up in a panicked, paranoid, delusional state. I haven't smoked more than .2G's over the past couple months.
 
aMT... easily.

My first trip with aMT, which was actually my first trip ever, was bar-none the greatest experience I've had on any drug whether it be DMT or IV dilaudid (which I prefer to IV heroin). I probably overdosed, I ordered what was supposed to be 50mgs maybe 7 or 8 years ago and took the vendors word for it and ate it all. This resulted in a 22 hour body orgasm with some of the most intense 3 dimensional jeweled visuals overlaying every thing I stared at. I also watched a portal open up in the middle of my room where fully 3D tetris looking blocky shapes came out of. I was able to walk full circle around these shapes and see every dimension of them as if they were a real.

The euphoria was way stronger than MDMA and the visuals danced to music. I blacked out during the peak and came to only to remember visions of flying over geometric cities reminiscent of the death star, only solid gray with neon green outlines. Having had maybe 30 more trips with the stuff (all under 100mgs) I was never able to re-create this effect, something tells me I took way more than 50mgs that day :p.
 
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^ that sounds pretty badass.

I don't think I've ever had hallucinations that strong despite taking a sizable amount of psychedelics in my lifetime. My first mushroom trip wasn't even that intense, either in a visual or "mindfuck" way in comparison to other trips I would have in the future like mescaline or LSD (or other mushroom trips), it was just the sense that I had tapped into something incredibly powerful and primordial by taking the drug. I think it's a feeling a lot of psy-hallucinogen users get and that was the first time I for me, so it'll always be something I'll remember.

There was also a lot of euphoria but again, that was secondary because I've achieved that level of euphoria from other crap.

It wasn't all positive though, because that experience kind of made me fall in love with drugs.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
it was just the sense that I had tapped into something incredibly powerful and primordial by taking the drug. I think it's a feeling a lot of psy-hallucinogen users get and that was the first time I for me, so it'll always be something I'll remember.
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^ this a thousand times. AMT was my first ever trip and it was an absolutely incredible experience, definitely permanently changed the way I perceive the world, for better I feel and set me on the path to becoming a psychedelic fanatic
 
Taking a bomb, then take a xanax bar (don't know milli of those). The xanax hit me first and put me in an excellent mood then the ecstasy started to come on. It was amazing. Best high ever. Me and my man at the time ended up alone. This was at like 5/6ish at night, so we just decided to stay in, take another bomb. And fuc all night. With breaks to get a drink of water, smoke ciggs, smoke weed. I think a shower happened at some point. I can really only remember the first part of the night, as we took more bombs and ended up sharing another xanax bar. Phew. That was a night.

I tried later to recreate this high, but I never could. It was a one time feel
 
1st: the first time i did the most shrums ive ever done! lol
2nd: crystal, as i did a super amount to tolerance ratio as beginner! (probly was second or third time doing it)
3rd: Molly!!!!! OR: Weed, as the very first drug ever done, and was in good amount to be like "whoa, ima out of it! haha"
 
hmm, this is a tough one. the obvious answer here would be ket. ive grown such a tolerance id do anything to get that weird hyperspace feel back.

second would probably dmt; ill never forget what it was like peaking on some clean blotter being slingshot into interdimentional planes. really weird but beautiful all in a blink of an eye, i dont think ill ever feel that way again.

third i guess would be mda/mdma, just because ive never felt more primal, more human than i did the first time i really rolled. just feeling like i was a part of this massive, pulsing creature was absolutly insane. watching the people dance was otherworldly, took my breath away.

so, if i could go back, those are the three id redo. <3
 
kitty hcl said:
hmm, this is a tough one. the obvious answer here would be ket. ive grown such a tolerance id do anything to get that weird hyperspace feel back.
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Agreed. Iv as well. Boom, my head goes left, my legs go right, torso expands infinitely like a universe within a universe. I'm walking like Mr soft in slow motion.

It gets boring when you know what to expect.
 
itsonlyme123 said:
Agreed. Iv as well. Boom, my head goes left, my legs go right, torso expands infinitely like a universe within a universe. I'm walking like Mr soft in slow motion.

It gets boring when you know what to expect.
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yes, YES. there is nothing like that feeling. damn would i do anything to get that back.
 
My first experience on MDMA(ecstasy) was amazing! By far the most euphoric roll I've ever had. Although I don't like MDMA as much as I used to, that first roll was fucking amazing!!!
 
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