jsinger
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2023
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For me it’s the hyperthermia and it ties into the paranoia issues sorda
When im overheated and sweating unnaturally heavy and either at work or anywhere public I get so damn self conscious about it. I don’t even know the answer why for sure. Other tweakers will know immediately along with pry every one else. I feel eyes are all on me then I notice my tensed muscles movement and inactivity to stay still and i wanna run the fuck away but I refuse to let the negativity win and keep fresh bandannas to help along with changes of clothes.
It seems to have a life on its own and can be pleasantly surprised or disappointed bc the opposite happens. Today has been paticularly bad with huge beeds of sweat rolling off me since yesterday. I do have an impressively potent batch and good chances are its strictly from the non stop energy source.
When im overheated and sweating unnaturally heavy and either at work or anywhere public I get so damn self conscious about it. I don’t even know the answer why for sure. Other tweakers will know immediately along with pry every one else. I feel eyes are all on me then I notice my tensed muscles movement and inactivity to stay still and i wanna run the fuck away but I refuse to let the negativity win and keep fresh bandannas to help along with changes of clothes.
It seems to have a life on its own and can be pleasantly surprised or disappointed bc the opposite happens. Today has been paticularly bad with huge beeds of sweat rolling off me since yesterday. I do have an impressively potent batch and good chances are its strictly from the non stop energy source.