mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
can i get some etaqualone advise please folks
If it dusgusts anyone the state that im in please just dont read any futrher. I do no need your snipey snobby heartless responses.The reason i post about my own pathetic exploits is that hopefully it may help at least someone else think about things before they take such paths themselves.
Im not here to try and look cool.
now to the point.
what is the deal with etaqualone. Vendors have covered their asses with bullet proof steel about how unforgiving mistakes can be with this.
But people are taking 500 mg doses to feel anything. Whats the deal ?
Anyway my ah7921 w/d is going OK (35mg) now and down to 15 etiz (they no longer work for me for sleep, but help with anxiety)
I am to reduce bioth yet further at a steady rate.
The problem is i cannot sleep at all for the last week or so. Dunno if its ah wd or what. Sleep about 1 hour a night. I cant deal with the world on that. And i have a shit load of dealing to do with the jsa/esa as uive already failed to turn up to sign on twice and not been able to contact the guy. This is down to insommnia and sleeping pills.
in desperation i ordered zopiclone off the net. those bastard pills were inconsistent as fuck. one woul = 15 hrs ko, sometime 3 = 0, once 3 =25hrs ko. If im forced to get them again im gonna blend and homogonyse the mix, and measure out my own 7.7 mg doses, as they cant do that properly themsleves. have to check if theres any time realease or wax matrix bullsit to complicate that.
anyway seeing my doc tomoz, and asking for zopis, to temp help with insomnia bough about by opi w.d
if she will not prescribe them to me ( i may even lower to myself to ask for one a day) i will sever that relationship, if a dr cant trust a patient shes no good to me.
anyway in the meantime etaq.
my tolerance to the hyptonic efffects of etizolam seems to me about 25mg. ive taken 15 tonight. and 35mg ah91 and 2 huge rips of mam2201 and some kratom.
Now cos of all vendor warnings no one to my knowledge has tried combining etaqualone, expect maybe with small amounts of alcohol or cannabis etc. I was considering maybe trying 50 mg on top of everything else. The effects might all really boost each other. with any fuckin luck.
Thoughts please (snide **** piss off)
everything was going so well, tapers doing well, therapy going well, now its coming down to the crunch life is falling apart, as i cannot keep daily appointments. Ill either be asleep or in a daze.
im also phoning my drugs worker tomoz and the crisis call in.
If it dusgusts anyone the state that im in please just dont read any futrher. I do no need your snipey snobby heartless responses.The reason i post about my own pathetic exploits is that hopefully it may help at least someone else think about things before they take such paths themselves.
Im not here to try and look cool.
now to the point.
what is the deal with etaqualone. Vendors have covered their asses with bullet proof steel about how unforgiving mistakes can be with this.
But people are taking 500 mg doses to feel anything. Whats the deal ?
Anyway my ah7921 w/d is going OK (35mg) now and down to 15 etiz (they no longer work for me for sleep, but help with anxiety)
I am to reduce bioth yet further at a steady rate.
The problem is i cannot sleep at all for the last week or so. Dunno if its ah wd or what. Sleep about 1 hour a night. I cant deal with the world on that. And i have a shit load of dealing to do with the jsa/esa as uive already failed to turn up to sign on twice and not been able to contact the guy. This is down to insommnia and sleeping pills.
in desperation i ordered zopiclone off the net. those bastard pills were inconsistent as fuck. one woul = 15 hrs ko, sometime 3 = 0, once 3 =25hrs ko. If im forced to get them again im gonna blend and homogonyse the mix, and measure out my own 7.7 mg doses, as they cant do that properly themsleves. have to check if theres any time realease or wax matrix bullsit to complicate that.
anyway seeing my doc tomoz, and asking for zopis, to temp help with insomnia bough about by opi w.d
if she will not prescribe them to me ( i may even lower to myself to ask for one a day) i will sever that relationship, if a dr cant trust a patient shes no good to me.
anyway in the meantime etaq.
my tolerance to the hyptonic efffects of etizolam seems to me about 25mg. ive taken 15 tonight. and 35mg ah91 and 2 huge rips of mam2201 and some kratom.
Now cos of all vendor warnings no one to my knowledge has tried combining etaqualone, expect maybe with small amounts of alcohol or cannabis etc. I was considering maybe trying 50 mg on top of everything else. The effects might all really boost each other. with any fuckin luck.
Thoughts please (snide **** piss off)
everything was going so well, tapers doing well, therapy going well, now its coming down to the crunch life is falling apart, as i cannot keep daily appointments. Ill either be asleep or in a daze.
im also phoning my drugs worker tomoz and the crisis call in.