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Bluelighter
Looking for advice. My primary interest with substances is in exploring the mind. Usually psychedelics appeal to me the most. In fact it was Terrence McKenna who got me interested in this. I have pretty much no experience with anything else.
I'm not interested in getting high for the pleasure of it. I want to try opium, particularly with hash, because the combination is famous for taking you on long journeys into the soul. I hear it's a lot like lucid dreaming.
First question is, I'm on 20mg of prescription dexamphetamine a day. Is this combination safe? Preliminary research tells me it is but I'd like to make sure.
Second, you can smoke it or brew and drink it, which would you recommend? Ideally I would like to produce it myself rather than go through a dealer. If I'm using papaver somniferum from the supermarket, I'll know it isn't cut with chalk or some shit.
Third, what is the risk of overdose and how can I mitigate it? I figure taking a test dose at about a quarter the usual strength would be the way to gauge the potency of the poppy seeds, and my reaction to them. One of my friends recently died from opiate overdose and/or contraindications. I'd rather not put my other friends through what I went through.
Fourth, should root ginger be enough for the nausea or should I take something stronger?
And finally there's the question of addiction potential. I'm not taking this lightly, opium is one of the more dangerous drugs in the world and I see it as barely a step down from taking heroin or morphine (which are after all produced from opium). I intend to only do this a few times and to spread the occasions by at least a month at a time. However, I'll freely admit that I drink way too fucking much, especially over the last year. I've suffered from depression for a long time and it really wears down the willpower. Basically I find that I need to have something. If it isn't cannabis, it's alcohol. I'm concerned that I may find opium too good and too accessible. I don't want to screw up my life and liver even more so I'm asking, is this something you can manage if you're smart about it? Or is that just what everyone says when they start?
Thanks for your help.
EDIT: a question I forgot - I'm particularly interested in the combination with hash, if anyone can tell me about that. I've never tried that either, only cannabis, so intend to experiment with it separately first.
I'm not interested in getting high for the pleasure of it. I want to try opium, particularly with hash, because the combination is famous for taking you on long journeys into the soul. I hear it's a lot like lucid dreaming.
First question is, I'm on 20mg of prescription dexamphetamine a day. Is this combination safe? Preliminary research tells me it is but I'd like to make sure.
Second, you can smoke it or brew and drink it, which would you recommend? Ideally I would like to produce it myself rather than go through a dealer. If I'm using papaver somniferum from the supermarket, I'll know it isn't cut with chalk or some shit.
Third, what is the risk of overdose and how can I mitigate it? I figure taking a test dose at about a quarter the usual strength would be the way to gauge the potency of the poppy seeds, and my reaction to them. One of my friends recently died from opiate overdose and/or contraindications. I'd rather not put my other friends through what I went through.
Fourth, should root ginger be enough for the nausea or should I take something stronger?
And finally there's the question of addiction potential. I'm not taking this lightly, opium is one of the more dangerous drugs in the world and I see it as barely a step down from taking heroin or morphine (which are after all produced from opium). I intend to only do this a few times and to spread the occasions by at least a month at a time. However, I'll freely admit that I drink way too fucking much, especially over the last year. I've suffered from depression for a long time and it really wears down the willpower. Basically I find that I need to have something. If it isn't cannabis, it's alcohol. I'm concerned that I may find opium too good and too accessible. I don't want to screw up my life and liver even more so I'm asking, is this something you can manage if you're smart about it? Or is that just what everyone says when they start?
Thanks for your help.
EDIT: a question I forgot - I'm particularly interested in the combination with hash, if anyone can tell me about that. I've never tried that either, only cannabis, so intend to experiment with it separately first.