Trigger Warning I think I OD’d on heroin, MDA, and ketamine…

[aspiringchemist]

I’m just kinda looking for support and information. I’ve been using MDA and ketamine lately, which isn’t anything new. However, I’ve been smoking some #3 at the end of the night and it’s all good for a couple hours and for the third time now, I’ve woken up on the floor without any recollection of what occurred. This morning I woke up on the garage floor, all I remember is vomiting while I was asleep. Fell back asleep in the vomit for hours. My head is swollen from hitting the ground.

I’m embarrassed and feel like an idiot. I’m not young and I’ve been living with my mother after a divorce. Idk… I keep thinking about how my mother could have found me, unconscious and covered in vomit. She did find me last weekend on the kitchen floor and with my head between my legs in the chair. As I type this I’m realizing it’s getting a bit out of hand.

I’ve been on suboxone for 4 years and lately have been chipping as I’ve decreased my dose from 16mg down to 0.5mg daily.

 

[pcplease]

its not a race, take more subs man at least while youre at your Mom's. kratom. anything. any significant/hole dose of ket is gonna scare her bad enough but at least would (presumably) still be breathing..

 

[pixies+]

I’m just kinda looking for support and information. I’ve been using MDA and ketamine lately, which isn’t anything new. However, I’ve been smoking some #3 at the end of the night and it’s all good for a couple hours and for the third time now, I’ve woken up on the floor without any recollection of what occurred. This morning I woke up on the garage floor, all I remember is vomiting while I was asleep. Fell back asleep in the vomit for hours. My head is swollen from hitting the ground.

I’m embarrassed and feel like an idiot. I’m not young and I’ve been living with my mother after a divorce. Idk… I keep thinking about how my mother could have found me, unconscious and covered in vomit. She did find me last weekend on the kitchen floor and with my head between my legs in the chair. As I type this I’m realizing it’s getting a bit out of hand.

I’ve been on suboxone for 4 years and lately have been chipping as I’ve decreased my dose from 16mg down to 0.5mg daily.

I’m sorry you’re going through such a tough time. I’m sure you don’t love the fact you’re living with your mother (I do hope you realize how incredibly lucky you are to have a parent that loves you enough to have you)

By the sounds of it you’re quite lucky to be alive. I’ve had several friends die from vomiting while they were passed out. It’s just so awful.. heartbreaking.

I’m happy you’re still here. I’m happy it scared the shit out of you. I hope you’ll cool it with the using. I know it’s hard.. but maybe taking the subs until you feel more stable wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world?

Please stay safe. xo