MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
It's worth mentioning that I am currently tapering off of Tianeptine... So I am dealing with the usual effects associated with tapering opiates/opioids: specifically a return of libido after a long time of having it suppressed.
I was out of town working 5 days ago. Briefly I noticed a woman walk past me. She wasn't particularly beautiful but something about her caught my eye. I don't know exactly what it was about this woman... I guess the way she carried herself? Seeing her for just those few brief moments has been driving me crazy for days now.
Since then I haven't been able to think of anything or anyone else. I want nothing else than to fuck this woman. I think about her constantly. I dream about her. I masturbate to thoughts of her. The incredible desire does not fad.
I am a happily married man of 16 years. I have not and will not cheat on my wife. But ever since seeing this woman I cannot think straight. My libido has been coming back something fierce with my taper. All the masturbation and all the sex with my wife that I've had recently will not tame this incredible desire to be with this stranger I only saw briefly for a few seconds.
I'm going crazy. I'm tempted to dose more drugs just to numb myself... But that's a horrible idea too. What the hell do I do?
I was out of town working 5 days ago. Briefly I noticed a woman walk past me. She wasn't particularly beautiful but something about her caught my eye. I don't know exactly what it was about this woman... I guess the way she carried herself? Seeing her for just those few brief moments has been driving me crazy for days now.
Since then I haven't been able to think of anything or anyone else. I want nothing else than to fuck this woman. I think about her constantly. I dream about her. I masturbate to thoughts of her. The incredible desire does not fad.
I am a happily married man of 16 years. I have not and will not cheat on my wife. But ever since seeing this woman I cannot think straight. My libido has been coming back something fierce with my taper. All the masturbation and all the sex with my wife that I've had recently will not tame this incredible desire to be with this stranger I only saw briefly for a few seconds.
I'm going crazy. I'm tempted to dose more drugs just to numb myself... But that's a horrible idea too. What the hell do I do?
