Soflasober
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 30, 2019
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Me and my girlfriend have been together for almost 3 years and I?ve never kept something like this from her, anything really. She became fed up of my drug use and put us on a break. Now we?re getting closer and I?m feeling guilty. In the span of a day I gave up heroin and crack.
A few days ago someone asked me if I needed hats and I told him I quit that shit. He gave me a free rock and I broke it up in a blunt (trying to justify my use) and the same day I think or the following day I bought a hit. After that me and my girlfriend agreed I would stop filling my klonopin (she suspected I was coked out and I lied and said no).
She?s really understanding but idk what to do. It?s crazy how free drugs would of been the highlight of my day a couple weeks ago. I love this girl more than myself. I look at her as my wife. I?ve always stressed how important the truth is and now I?m lying.
A few days ago someone asked me if I needed hats and I told him I quit that shit. He gave me a free rock and I broke it up in a blunt (trying to justify my use) and the same day I think or the following day I bought a hit. After that me and my girlfriend agreed I would stop filling my klonopin (she suspected I was coked out and I lied and said no).
She?s really understanding but idk what to do. It?s crazy how free drugs would of been the highlight of my day a couple weeks ago. I love this girl more than myself. I look at her as my wife. I?ve always stressed how important the truth is and now I?m lying.