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i need your thoughts on my horrible situation cause im about to go crazy

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Dr.kush

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these past two weeks have been the worst in my life. im a 16 year old heroin addict and my family just found out yesterday. But what stated my life's downfall was when my mom found my weed and got really mad, and grounded me to top that off my bro found out i did heroin this was two weeks ago. he promised not to tell my mom if i stay sober. which i didnt do and i did heroin on Friday somehow my brother found out and told my mom. all that drama traumatized me almost as much as finding out that my died did when i was 12 it was that bad. no i think my mom is gong crazy i have to live with making her depressed everyday now. i have been locked up in the house for two weeks. im going crazy all of this drama, no i have to do counseling. im about to have a mental brake down i cant handle this. if someone had a gun to my head i would say just kill me please.

what is your thoughts on my fucked situation??

THANK YOU:)
 
u should take the opportunity to run from opiates while you still have a chance at a life..............good luck .....i feel your pain
 
dude u actually made the effort to smiley face. Your alright ;) I had a lot of breakdowns when I was your age. Basically, I just smashed a bunch of shit, screamed, and finished with me crying in a ball for about 2-5 hours.
16 is such a resilient age man!! Ull never bounce back as easy as u do at 16.

One of my best friends died when she was 16 man :(
Drugs fucked her up so horribly.
Its a scary path.
 
You have a whole lifetime in front of you.
Addict or not, everyone has the right to be alive.

When your 18 you can leave and start your journey, but if you take your own life you just cheat yourself out of experiencing life.

Anything in the world is better than leaving it and having nothing.
 
it will pass im in a similar situation except im fucking twenty one so it can get worse. i know when ur sixteen it seems like the end of the world but trust me its not you have a litttle more growin up too do. be confident be proud you are the sum of your experience and right now you have a chance to make a positive change in your life use this experience to better yourself as an individual. drop the dope its not going anywhere if u want to be a junky heroin will be there but at least enjoy the next year or so cause it truely is the best time of your life. send me a pm if u need to talk i have lots of experience with soozing over the folks and can give you some pointers on a way out of the situation
 
take advantage of this and change your life for the positive. drugs arent going to solve your problems man. your mom might be over reacting but try to understand that the reason why she is freaking out is cuz your her son and she cares about you. and sounds like your bro has your back..herion isnt something you can just dabble with. use your passion and energy to be creative not destructive.

your still young man. become someone worth being. its alot harder to change the older you get. life is a struggle and your going to have to be strong to survive.
 
Just because something is normal doesn't make it right. Heroin is pretty benign; alcohol abuse is way more risky and unhealthy.
 
You're only 16 son! I was younger than you when I started experiencing with drugs (weed and speed) and I am glad I don't do any more of the hard stuff. The rest of your life is ahead of you if you quit using while you are ahead!
 
I agree with most in here. I spent the last year and two months being a dope addict. I spent over 50k just putting a drug in my arm and screwed up a semester in college. I also managed to put 43k miles on my car in 5 months makin runs. I screwed up a lot of good relationships I had with people and really screwed myself. Being an addict is no fun, imo anyway. Get out while you can and live life as it comes. Try and do something successful and better yourself. It's not the end of the world, you are young and have a lot of potential ahead of you...you just need to realize it.
 
As others have said, your mom is freaking out because she cares about you. Listen, you have to believe that you are going to be okay. Counseling is a GOOD thing! I don't want to sound preachy, but from what you posted it sounds like your drug use is a symptom of underlying issues with which you have yet to deal. Embrace the help you are being offered and try to stay positive.
 
dood i was kinda in a fucked situation with my family to after i got arrested, im the same age as u and all i can say is tht it seems like life sucks ass now, time will make everything better again, later in life u may look back at this and be thankful. being addicted isnt fun man, hope things get better for u bro
 
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