Where do you live jamarini? Sorry to hear about your problems.
No, definitely don't kill yourself. It really isn't worth it. From the post it seems to me that you're pretty young. You aren't the first or last person that's gotten kicked out by mom. This happens all the time. It's a part of growing up for some. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, even though you may have to look hard for it or wait it out.
Are there any relatives or friends whose couch you can crash on until you get on your feet once again? Please take care of yourself out there.