blazelaser
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 25, 2009
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Hey
I wanted to write this because I know you are out there!
I had some problems with abusing legal codeine and benzodiazepine derivate medicines in the past. Today, I am sober for the six and a half years and I became a person who have a serious career. If you need to know this, this is possible. I made it and they witnessed it. Of course, I had some issues in my career about discrimination and social stigma by the colleagues who knows my past experiences and difficulties. Firstly, my so-called professional addiction counselor announced my allergic anaphylaxisis of mine. I understand that she had obvious reasons for that. She was panicked but I suffered the consequences of her that particular action. She proved she's not a professional by this but I think I took many ways to become a professional in my career. When it comes to my social circle, it is very small because of my local conditions. Some of them are appreciated me for years and they supported me. If they weren't for me, I would not had a chance for the hellish stigma. The country that I live in, it have not much of the AA or NA or moderation or ant confession culture. They tags you and you're done if you can even healed or if you can even help others. They don't care about if you can even have some kind of unique perfections in the your job. Others of them appreciated me anyway but they are using the situation against me in an unethical way. But I'm walking my line. There were some folks who really want badly to stop me and kicked me out. If I gotta tell the truth, everybody is not loving me (just they exactly should do) but everybody around me is certain that I'm not relapsed for considerably substantial time and they know this is kinda a good signal for the idea to give them about how will I live my life?
Some of them hated me more after give that kinda a trust about me to the community where I live in. I received much of punch of fouls. But I never gave up and I never will.
Blaze
I wanted to write this because I know you are out there!
I had some problems with abusing legal codeine and benzodiazepine derivate medicines in the past. Today, I am sober for the six and a half years and I became a person who have a serious career. If you need to know this, this is possible. I made it and they witnessed it. Of course, I had some issues in my career about discrimination and social stigma by the colleagues who knows my past experiences and difficulties. Firstly, my so-called professional addiction counselor announced my allergic anaphylaxisis of mine. I understand that she had obvious reasons for that. She was panicked but I suffered the consequences of her that particular action. She proved she's not a professional by this but I think I took many ways to become a professional in my career. When it comes to my social circle, it is very small because of my local conditions. Some of them are appreciated me for years and they supported me. If they weren't for me, I would not had a chance for the hellish stigma. The country that I live in, it have not much of the AA or NA or moderation or ant confession culture. They tags you and you're done if you can even healed or if you can even help others. They don't care about if you can even have some kind of unique perfections in the your job. Others of them appreciated me anyway but they are using the situation against me in an unethical way. But I'm walking my line. There were some folks who really want badly to stop me and kicked me out. If I gotta tell the truth, everybody is not loving me (just they exactly should do) but everybody around me is certain that I'm not relapsed for considerably substantial time and they know this is kinda a good signal for the idea to give them about how will I live my life?
Some of them hated me more after give that kinda a trust about me to the community where I live in. I received much of punch of fouls. But I never gave up and I never will.
Blaze
Thank you again for sharing!