I have gone so far from... me

[hardraverNYC]

Sometimes when I think of where I have come from and what I have been through, It amazes me how some people have stuck with me. To them I say thank you. I am grateful for what we have and what you have meant to me. Thank you for sticking with me. I'm ready now.
I have gone so far from... me
Its been a long time
I have forgotten how
To care
For myself...for others…for you
Its been a long time
I have forgotten how
To give
Of myself...to others...to you
Its been a long time
I have forgotten how
To learn
From myself...from others...from you
Its been a long time
I have forgotten how
To forgive
Myself...others...you
It been a long time
Sometimes I thought anger
Would keep me warm
For the rest of my life
Its been a long time
The anger is still here
But tonight
I'm cold
So cold
And I've been cold
Since I can't remember when
Its been a long time
Maybe If I just
Let go
of the anger...the regret...the pain
I will be warm again
Its been such a long time
I'm finally ready
I want to be warm again
I need to be warm again
For me...for others...
For YOU
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PLUR
"we must be the change
we want to see in the
world" --Gandi
[This message has been edited by hardraverNYC (edited 14 December 2000).]
[This message has been edited by hardraverNYC (edited 14 December 2000).]

 

[Mellabopper]

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[trinit_e]

and so something chiseled through the ice
the bitterness
slowly understanding the queasy feeling in her gut
sparked the flame
that had been encased in a glass box and extinguished for so long