I am male 35, physically abused as child, badly bullied in HS which about made me fucking crazy.
I have a Dx of major depression and GAD. I also am an opiate addict, was on suboxone now taking the fuck out of Norco. I don't know where to start.
CO-Dependancy is a huge issue with me. My last Gf died of bulimia and alcoholism and I can't put my hands around it. Maybe if I could find someone else... but the town I live in has no one and the girls that I could go out with are in worse shape than me. But at the same time I just walked to the store with this friend of mine, he's a "pretty boy" , whatever.. I am not by any means bad looking but I can't go around girls with this fuckin guy cuz they all gravitate toward him and it makes me want to start cutting again. I have not cut for 8 months or so but I cannot take rejection. I need to de friend this person.
I need to go to rehab because my hydrocodone addiction is out of control despite being legal. I fucking hate this shit and I really hope I don't wake up but probably will not sleep. All i can do is pour pills down my throat. I need to get into rehab but no one will take me cuz' i've been on benzos my whole fucking life.
what the fuck
I have a Dx of major depression and GAD. I also am an opiate addict, was on suboxone now taking the fuck out of Norco. I don't know where to start.
CO-Dependancy is a huge issue with me. My last Gf died of bulimia and alcoholism and I can't put my hands around it. Maybe if I could find someone else... but the town I live in has no one and the girls that I could go out with are in worse shape than me. But at the same time I just walked to the store with this friend of mine, he's a "pretty boy" , whatever.. I am not by any means bad looking but I can't go around girls with this fuckin guy cuz they all gravitate toward him and it makes me want to start cutting again. I have not cut for 8 months or so but I cannot take rejection. I need to de friend this person.
I need to go to rehab because my hydrocodone addiction is out of control despite being legal. I fucking hate this shit and I really hope I don't wake up but probably will not sleep. All i can do is pour pills down my throat. I need to get into rehab but no one will take me cuz' i've been on benzos my whole fucking life.
what the fuck