washingtonbound
Bluelighter
Just started on lamictal again for bipolar type 1. I absolutely hate this garbage. I got back on my usual dose of 200mg twice a day. I get this really disgusting speedy feeling, almost hypomanic, and a really shitty body load. It’s also well documented to cause suicidal ideation. Anyway, I get extremely pissed off on it Ready to snap at everyone and flying off the handle at very small things. Horrible memory loss where I blank out in the middle of a sentence, forgetting what I’m talking about. I hate this shit but depakote puts me to sleep, and lithium is terrible. I’ve tried others as well but it hasn’t worked. Maybe it’s not bipolar that’s the problem.