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Benzos I guess i build up a tolerance?

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bunny22

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Hi,

Been on and off benzos since beginning of the month. With like 4-5 days maximum break in between.

I have taken the following

16:17 38mg amphetamine snorted
18:18 3mg bromazepam oral
18:25 35mg ketamine snorted
19:17 6mg bromazepam
19:50 2mg clonazepam
20:04 3mg bromazepam
20:18 300mg lyrica.
20:40 25mg heroine smoked(am dependent)

Plus a like 1 gram of weed in joints during the last 1 and a half hour.

Now I am not very tired although I would have anticipated to be asleep by now. It s 21:32
 
If you don't normally take amphetamine that's a pretty big dose, and that shit lasts a while. You probably do have a benzo tolerance if they aren't taking away the amph feeling.
 
Yeah j don't normally take amphetamine. I took 20mg snorted at 10:30 am

I am not benzo dependent but I think my tolanranxe is through the roof because I only took 2,3,4,5 days break in between.
 
Hey, bro what's up. I would be careful with the benzos, they are a nightmare.
 
@Jnowhere Hello friend. How have you been lately?


Yeah I only took 1mg clonazepam this morning and I ll stop for at least 14 days.

And 600mg lyrica

To sleep tonight I ll take zolpidem or zopiclone, I can't remember right now the name. The one that comes in 7.5mg pills
 
Life is fine, just have trouble sleeping.
Benzos don't do shit for me and insomnia sucks.

I really hope you are doing OK. I just wish the doctors were more honest about withdrawals, but they usually only know what they have read.

I wish you best bro, but watch out, when it comes to benzos too often.

I understand you need to work and you have a lot of stress due to your responsibilities. Just try to keep yourself and life in good shape.
 
Hi,

Yeah I actually said fuck it and will go to a muay Thai, bjj and boxing lesson. Cuz first one is free. Then probably I ll stick with 2 times per week boxing and if time allows it 2 times per week bjj. I think it will help me a lot mentally and also lower my drug consumption easier if I have a good state of mind. Which right now is not terrible but quite bad. I am afraid I won't be able to sleep on the z-drug and that's the only reason I took it. To be able to sleep and not to benzos which lately also did shit for me in terms of sleep. Ontop of everything else I took that night, I also added 2mg clonazepam and 2.5 mg lorazepam at 22:31 and still couldn't sleep. Then at 23:59 I took another 1.25mg lorazepam and smoked 0.02g heroin + lots of weed throughout the night. I managed to fall asleep at around 1am.

This isn't really good since I start work at 9am, sometimes 8:30, sometimes 7am and I really need to be in my best shape on the job. I just got it and have 2 months probation. I had this Friday the 1 on 1 with my manager and he had he only heard amazing things about me so keep up the good work. This job is a really big step in my career and I don't wanna lose it. So I need to be functional to be able to learn/!study in my free time as well to be able to do my job good
 
It is really good to hear that you have a new job. The part about your manager hearing great things; keep on doing well, and hopefully things will work out at your new job.

All I can tell you is to keep working hard and don't let your personal life mess with your career.

You know yourself and what to expect, so keep doing a great job at work.
 
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