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I get a very strange feeling sometimes

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Hi! I couldn't find a more suitable place for this, so here goes:

So, I had this 'thing' for a while now, way before I started using any type of drug.
It's like this: I get up in the morning, the house is quiet and there's no one around. I go about my daily buisness, when suddenly I feel as though there's a resonating sound in my head that gets amplified as it goes, louder and louder, until I feel like my head is going to burst like delicate china, and just then everything goes really quiet, until it builds up again.
The weird thing is, it's not an audible sound, rather a feeling of some sort of 'wave' that washes over me.
It's actually pretty annoying, and when I get it I try to put on loud music or just talk out loud to myself, but that only seems to intensify it.
I was wondering if this condition is somehow a sort of depersonalization, which would explain why I'm so prune to getting that when I'm on drugs. Has anyone else ever felt this way?
Cheers boys :D
 
Are you on any prescription meds?


Have you tried looking at the experience as if it was a good thing? Like really focusing on it when it happens, trying to make it more intense? Ask it some questions, see from what area of yourself it comes from? It could be a blocked out emotion or experience trying to make its way back into consciousness. Perhaps something just wants to be acknowledged.
 
I'm guessing it is the result of being bombarded with too much information.

You don't meditate, do you? Read up on meditation, then try to meditate for 15 minutes right after you wake up, every day, and see if that ringing doesn't go away... :)
 
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