ThaDudeAbides
Bluelighter
Well,
I always preach never mix these two CNS substances, but I currently have Tramadol and 10mg OC's along with Hydros. I have Kpins, Xanax and soon Mogadon. I got mad faded last night and had a great time, but I know I'm playing russian roulette. I'm considering getting some subs to replace the opiates as I take benzos for my anxiety issues. I don't know what else to say but this.
Relapse can happen to anyone. We live in a world where everything can be handled by the internet/snail mail. It's been VERY hard to stop ordering. I spend 40% of my income on drugs.
I can say that last week I almost ordered 10x30mg Roxi, but I was questioning whether I should order or not the two days before I had the cash. I took the flip flopping as a sign to NOT place an order.
I don't know what to do. I just needed to let this out and vent as I have no one in real life who could even comprehend this. Hell, the DR who gives me Vics, is the same who gives me my benzos.
Thanks for listening and please comment, school me and feel free to point out my stupidity. :D
I always preach never mix these two CNS substances, but I currently have Tramadol and 10mg OC's along with Hydros. I have Kpins, Xanax and soon Mogadon. I got mad faded last night and had a great time, but I know I'm playing russian roulette. I'm considering getting some subs to replace the opiates as I take benzos for my anxiety issues. I don't know what else to say but this.
Relapse can happen to anyone. We live in a world where everything can be handled by the internet/snail mail. It's been VERY hard to stop ordering. I spend 40% of my income on drugs.
I can say that last week I almost ordered 10x30mg Roxi, but I was questioning whether I should order or not the two days before I had the cash. I took the flip flopping as a sign to NOT place an order.
I don't know what to do. I just needed to let this out and vent as I have no one in real life who could even comprehend this. Hell, the DR who gives me Vics, is the same who gives me my benzos.
Thanks for listening and please comment, school me and feel free to point out my stupidity. :D