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joeseph96
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In advance. Sorry for the large madseage. All most two years ago my dad passed away, and this one girl, caitlin had been there for me... I have had a crush on her for what seemed for ages ( actually 3 years) and after the six months of my dads passing and funeral, she was there for me. Needless to say we got together on september 16th... but allthough I enjoyed her company, I always felt like her attensions were focused ob other people. She would run around hugging friends, yet when we where in the same room, she coukd not bring herself to hug me... so I started to become clingy, I grew paranoid over other boys she was chatting to online. Her birthday was coming up so I planned a birthday dinner at her favorite restaurant, however after all was planned and bought for... ie decorations and pressents. She cancelled it. We had an argument the day after her birthday. She had been posting messages to a boy I had specifically asked her to ingnore... so she messaged me saying we're through... my birthday was coming up and I got involved with another girl... needless to say me and caitlin were ex's but I still had feelings for her. And what made it worse is that we stayed friends because of it... I had told her about my drunken actions. Yet she seemed to be ok with it... obviously she wasnt and it was crushing for her... so we haven't spoken to eachother since... anyways a year has almost passed since we forst started to go out... & I still have feelings towards her. Shes accepted my friend request on facebook, and I will see her a in a week due to college. But I dont know what to say to her.... she doesnt know that ive been on anti depressants, & when we were dating she told me her biggest secret and im scared that she will feel betrayed. Any help would be helpful. Thanks