So I’ve posted once before about 3 months ago about kratom withdrawal and here I am back again. Last time I had been taking hydrocodone a few times a week and basically kratom everyday I wasn’t taking hydrocodone. I experienced withdrawal for the first time and it scared me. I came out of the worst of it and was about a week clean before I started back on hydrocodone pretty much everyday (like 3-5 times a week in the first month and almost everyday in the past two) I’ve been taking anywhere from 20-30 mg of hydro only at night when I’m winding down. So here I am again going through withdrawal because I’m sick of the hold it has on me and I want to be a better person for my family and girlfriend who I have selfishly been putting second behind my secret drug habit. So to get to the point my last dose was thanksgiving night and started getting symptoms on Friday night without them. It is now Monday and I’m scared because my anxiety is still so bad I’m afraid I have fucked my brain chemistry because I already have anxiety. I still have a few physical symptoms too which I am less concerned about because I know they will pass and aren’t too unbearable at this point. Can anyone give me some insight as to what I might be looking at here. Any replies are welcome I’m just freaking out here. Much appreciated guys. (I forgot to mention that for the week leading up to thanksgiving I stopped taking the hydros and was taking a mixture of codeine and tramadol instead because I got them for free. Idk if that would make a difference just wanna give all the info I can)