Hppd question

[ecstasyboy717]

Would hppd effect your depth of perception? for example things seem sharper and kinda zoomed in.I never had any problems until one sat night i ate some mollys down at the club had no clue what was really in them but it wasnt mdma then the next day i smoked a casual blunt like i always do and boom it hit me. had the biggest panic attack of my life. I have not been the same since then. I feel like i'm loosing my mind sometimes. first i was getting panic attacks now they have gone away but i feel really weird not normal. it's like my vision and mind are playing tricks on me.

 

[bben]

i think MDA is more likely to do that than mdma, it fucked my vision up bad.

 

[BIGsherm7272]

I have had hppd and depersonalization/derealization for a while, and one of the first symptoms I noticed was that my depth-perception was a little off.....everything was not as sharp anymore and my overall vision is blurry and spacey. I have learned to live with it for now with the hopes that one day it will fade away, but when it first started I thought I was dying or losing my mind......you just can't let it win, or else it WILL eat you away and you be surrounded in sorrow and misery for quite some time.

 

[n3ophy7e]

Would hppd effect your depth of perception? for example things seem sharper and kinda zoomed in.I never had any problems until one sat night i ate some mollys down at the club had no clue what was really in them but it wasnt mdma then the next day i smoked a casual blunt like i always do and boom it hit me. had the biggest panic attack of my life. I have not been the same since then. I feel like i'm loosing my mind sometimes. first i was getting panic attacks now they have gone away but i feel really weird not normal. it's like my vision and mind are playing tricks on me.

Hey man sorry to hear this. Panic attacks are horrible.

First things first: you should STOP all recreational drug use NOW, at least until your anxiety gets better. Drugs are only going to exacerbate the problem and you won't get any better.

If you feel like you need some professional help to cope with the anxiety/panic attacks, please do not hesitate to talk to your doctor and tell them exactly what has happened.

As for the HPPD, it will subside eventually so just try to remember that, and focus on dealing with the related anxiety.

Keep us updated with how you're going okay? Take care

 

[MindOverMethadone]

^ What Neo said + try to occupy your time with hobbies and chores around the house. Although I know it's the last thing you probably want to do, go exercise. I've found exercise to be so therapeutic on SO many levels. Whether it's cardio or weightlifting, be active. You'll be alright