THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
Alright, I had to be put on delatestryl because methadone put my T levels down the gutter. Then the damn crap gave me painful bumps on my chest near the nipples like if I was having puberty again and gave me a slight case of gyno (doesn't show when I wear a shirt) after much investigation, ultrasounds, CT scans, all that happened was that I was given anastrazole as anti-estrogen. Used it for a year and it worked at killing all painful bumps but didn't get rid of the gyno. Saw a surgeon and she wouldn't do the job and scared me with 25% chances of developing necrosis after surgery. So, I told my doctor if there could be another medication that is an anti-estrogen, was scripted tamoxifen 10mg once a day. Well I don't like its side effects. And since I switched to bupe since 2 years now and my T levels are fine, I want to stop the whole thing. Delatestryl is dangerous and I have chest tightness issues and breathing issues and I have to use my Symbicort inhaler again when I didn't need to, even if I stopped smoking cigarettes 10 months ago (smoked for 9 years). I got high blood pressure and feelings of numbness in my left foot. The chest tightness is the most annoying since apparently my breathing is just fine after taking a breathing test with multitudes of devices (spirograph?). Anyway, the risks of heart attack and or pulmonary emboli from delatestryl scare me enough.
I am (and probably was from now on) using 30cc of delatestryl, reduced my dose myself, the script calls for 50 but when I reduced to 30 the gyno reduced also, so I kept it that way. I want to stop it, bupe's not reducing my T down the gutter and I fear for my life actually. I use no other drugs other than benzos (valium, restoril prn). I also get these feelings in my back and left shoulder that are really bizarre. But my pulse isn't high and I don't get asystoles (messed up heart beats).
So can I just stop taking Delatestryl right away, today would be the day of the week where I SC the dose, I really don't want to. I'll take any good advice. Thanks.
I am (and probably was from now on) using 30cc of delatestryl, reduced my dose myself, the script calls for 50 but when I reduced to 30 the gyno reduced also, so I kept it that way. I want to stop it, bupe's not reducing my T down the gutter and I fear for my life actually. I use no other drugs other than benzos (valium, restoril prn). I also get these feelings in my back and left shoulder that are really bizarre. But my pulse isn't high and I don't get asystoles (messed up heart beats).
So can I just stop taking Delatestryl right away, today would be the day of the week where I SC the dose, I really don't want to. I'll take any good advice. Thanks.