I am an older bodybuilder (61 )with tons of injuries. They are mostly manageable except for my Plantar fasciitis which at times can be unbearable. As a result I take Tramadol once, maybe twice a week. I had a source from Mexico, but he stopped accepting Zelle (and also seems to have fallen off the planet). Therefore , I thought long and hard about seeing a pain specialist, but after much research (and my own experience with doctors who have, in the past denied me pain medication when I really needed it) I decided that I had a better chance of flapping my arms and flying to the moon. I have never abused opioids. So I decided to once again turn to the black market.
I also take valium...again only once, maybe twice a week. If I lay in bed for more than an hour I will take 5-7.5 mgs. I coach a wrestling club and on Saturdays I have to get up really early and have a really long day, so the night before a tournament I will take a whole 10 mg valium so I can get to sleep by 12. Again, twice a week is pretty much my max. I have been doing this (with both drugs) for 2 years now and no problems. But again my source dried up and I contemplated seeking out a doctor. Again, I realized I had a better chance flying to the moon, so I sought out a black market source.
Both times it was a huge pain in the as, and in both situations I have to buy pretty large amounts (enough to last a year) so guess what? I might unload some if I am 100% sure I am not contributing to someones addiction.
But the bottom line is, I am a guy who, in the past, would get a small supply of these drugs legally and use them directly under a doctors care. Now, because of our current insanity, I am driven to the black market and will be unsupervised. In short our current system is designed to encourage lawlessness and drug use that is not supervised by a medical professional.
Our system is broken!
I also take valium...again only once, maybe twice a week. If I lay in bed for more than an hour I will take 5-7.5 mgs. I coach a wrestling club and on Saturdays I have to get up really early and have a really long day, so the night before a tournament I will take a whole 10 mg valium so I can get to sleep by 12. Again, twice a week is pretty much my max. I have been doing this (with both drugs) for 2 years now and no problems. But again my source dried up and I contemplated seeking out a doctor. Again, I realized I had a better chance flying to the moon, so I sought out a black market source.
Both times it was a huge pain in the as, and in both situations I have to buy pretty large amounts (enough to last a year) so guess what? I might unload some if I am 100% sure I am not contributing to someones addiction.
But the bottom line is, I am a guy who, in the past, would get a small supply of these drugs legally and use them directly under a doctors care. Now, because of our current insanity, I am driven to the black market and will be unsupervised. In short our current system is designed to encourage lawlessness and drug use that is not supervised by a medical professional.
Our system is broken!
