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Bsiren

Bsiren

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Just wondering....

Before I had any education, I used to roll about every other week 8o for 6 months....eventually, it caught up to me and has changed how it affects me drastically.

I now stick to every 4-6 weeks, and I resist the urge to do it more often than that.

Unfortunately, rolling just isn't the same affect for me. I do get euphoric, friendly, slightly disoriented....but I can only enjoy very high quality pressed pills.
 
Last summer i used it every other week or so, sometimes, more often, sometime less. Didn't seem to get any side effects though, but I took a long break and have been doing it around once a month since.

Just curious, how did it "catch up with you". Did you just lose the magic or did you suffer more side effects? Did they ever subside? How long did it take?
 
I'm planning to roll within the next couple months for the first time since early October last year. Used a bit more frequently before that, but even then usually only every couple months, sometimes every month.
 
I've probably rolled in excess of 40 times in my life, usually on large amounts of high quality pills(sometimes 9 pills a night, usually 100-120 mg per pill, the hook I had was amazing). I did this pretty much every other weekend for almost a year. Towards the end I "lost the magic" so I quit taking ecstasy all together.

Its been four years since then, and i've recently taken molly 3 different times at raves. 2 of the times all I felt was speedy, so my conclusion was the tenths were of low quality and/or cut with lots of amps. My friends however, rolled pretty hard and were quite happy. The third time I took it, however, the tenths were probably near pure MDMA as I did roll a little, but not a lot. My friends were blown out of their minds and none of them abused MDMA like I did years ago so my conclusion is you can loose the magic and I have, which sucks.
 
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tried for the first time last summer, did it 3 or 4 times over the next 6 months, then between 8-10 times(along with alot of yay and lsd) during the 2 months after new years. the last few times i popd i didnt feel that good and had alot of negative thoughts, so i decided to stay off it for atleast 6 months maybe more.

most my friends who pop have all binged atleast once, and it isnt uncommon for someone to pop every other weekend. my smarter friends try to only mess with mdma a few times a year, if even that- i can see why now, and i plan to do the same. i feel like i lost some of the magic, dont want to waste it at random parties.
 
I see how Rollin could catch up with some lightweights?

I've been doin this shit for long enough to know that a bean is a bean and a beer is a beer. Don't matter if your drinking bud light or a corona..

If you know your rolls and know yer brain I think you can roll more than just once a month...sure you may only roll foe 5 months bu who's to say what not having a good roll is anyway...I think it's bullshitz

take your pills and roll dem up nigga
 
Fucked up thing is i remember every date of my rolls, which only started a few months ago. I admit i totally abused MDMA.

First time: Sept 4 2009
Sept.11
Sept.18
Sept.25-27
Oct.2-4
Oct.31
Nov.13
Dec.18
Dec.27

My last and final roll was like 2 weeks ago and before that was 3 weeks or so. I decided to quit ecstasy as mdma is impossible to find in my city and the last two times I had bad pills and from what i hear no good pills have been circulating my area since last december. Doesn't help that most of the major players in the pill trade have been incarcerated :/

And master splinter that is terrible advice.
 
Absolutely terrible post MasterSplinter, I hope it's a joke.

I usually roll every three months, but it's verging on six months at the moment because we have nothing.
 
MasterSplinter said:
I see how Rollin could catch up with some lightweights?

I've been doin this shit for long enough to know that a bean is a bean and a beer is a beer. Don't matter if your drinking bud light or a corona..

If you know your rolls and know yer brain I think you can roll more than just once a month...sure you may only roll foe 5 months bu who's to say what not having a good roll is anyway...I think it's bullshitz

take your pills and roll dem up nigga
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do NOT listen to this. this is proven to be harmful.
 
silentangst said:
Absolutely terrible post MasterSplinter, I hope it's a joke.

I usually roll every three months, but it's verging on six months at the moment because we have nothing.
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Um? Hello I think I would know what I can do myself.

I use to do the whole 3 month thing..being all safe with E and such is.

Then it was every other month...then every month then now like I TOLD YOU its about twice a month and I feel but fine.

And my english isnt good because I choose not to conform to having to worry about grammer. I refuse to be subjected.

But lets authenticate the validity of your statements, by your logic then I should only roll 4 times a year?

Pshh.. 8) I must be getting good pills
 
i only started using xtc since oct 09. i cant count how many different occasions i dropped but ive consumed over 100 rolls in this period, atleast half being pokeballs. ive been lucky this whole time i havent come across a dirty pill (got a test kit)

dec 23 - 7 green ufcs
dec 24 - 1 ufc
dec 25 - 8 xbox/ufc
dec 31 - 8 mollys

i know stupid stupid stupid! i paid the price i went on a emoroller coaster for 2 weeks, i had the zaps..besides from feeling brain dead i had a large increase in appatite and gained 8lbs in 2 weeks. i managed to take a 29day break befor i gave in...led to my demise

jan 30 - feb 9 i dropped 20
took a few days break
feb 13 - feb 22 i managed to consume 28pokeballs...i took between 2-4 on most nights and some nights 4-6. i didnt roll everyday maybe 3 or 4 times out of the week but soemtimes it was for 2-3days straight..on the last night i decided to tripple drop after about 30 mins i took my 4th. i threw everything up and managed to eat 3 more in the nex hr..my body had enough my brain had enough..i fianlly came to a understanding of how gawn i am and how much strain im putting on my friends..that night i thought my heart was gonna pop out of my chest, couldnt breath that well and every single joint in my body hurt. i wasnt able to piss for 13hrs. i was at the point where i needed to take a pill to function or to atleast stop the brain waves and zaps i was expierencing.

i didnt learn the first time. i thought this drug couldnt hurt me..thought i was superman or soemthing.. i had brain waves for about 10days and the first week they were brutal..they would shock the fuck out of me adn they would hurt like like crazy, when i would go to sleep thats when they got bad. i would hear a dull ringing in my ears and feel a tinging sensation pulsating through my body to the tips of my fingers and toes, when the zaps came its like i would loose consciousness for a split second, i hear a loud ring and see a white flash. imagine 2 power cords connected by magnets and when u pull them apart they start too loose power..thats how i felt, like someones was fuckign with me. i also expierenced very vivid dreams. i would be in my room and all of sudden i cant move and i had this fear of dying right then and there, i would scream at the top of my lungs for my roomates but nothing would come out, couldnt move no matter how hard i would try. wake up right after and think it was real..go out side and asked if anyone heard me calling for help..i was scared to sleep for a while.

my emotions were seriously fucked for a good 6weeks, i cried for the first threedays, i hated everything, my friends keep me going..i didnt know how i felt about anything, cuz one minute i felt this way then the nex i felt opposite and it mind fucked me.

i took what i thought was a approprete amount of time off. i popped 1 pokeball and rolled just like befor, didnt notice anything different, i was just so happy i rolled from 1 and not 3 or 4..i downed alot harder then i did befor, i think thats one of the the affects i have from it.

the BIG things i notice from abuse is
i have no motivation to anything anymore like get a job or go to school..im okay with doing nothing, i cant help my self but think about rolling everyday..the urges dont go away, ther so powerful. certain songs and under the influence of the right combo of stuff i can expierence flashbacks for minutes at a time. i get warm and a awesome tingling feeling pulsates through my body, i cant help but smile and giggle and clench my whole body..i had one that lasted 20mins, it put me in this zone where i was having CEV's and put me to sleep right after.
 
Ecstasy should absolutely be used sparingly, as the more you roll the harder it is on your brain. You may drop 9 high quality pills and feel like superman in a night, but guaranteed the next week you will sit in your room crying because all your serotonin was used in one night.

I have felt the extreme high and extreme lows of ecstasy, and everything in between. If I could go back and redo it, I would only have rolled once every few months at most.

Caution to all you new rollers out there. When you buy your pills, only buy what you need(if there is 100mg of mdma in each pill, buy 2-3)as excess pills are always a bad idea. No matter how much you tell yourself you wont eat those extra pills, you are saving them, whatever, I promise you they will be gone. Another thing I should note is the higher you feel on the drug, the harder you crash. Its a really double edged sword. Get some benzos if you have sleep problems like me after a long night of rolling. Take .5 xanax and hit the hay, your body really needs sleep after using MDMA as it is drained of all its "love" juice so to speak:)

Lastly, have fun. I wish I would have come to BL when I was younger to learn about proper drug use. This forum is great, the people are great(mostly) and they usually want to help. I really wish I could still roll, its quite an amazing feeling, but I guess I did my share. Good luck
 
Used,abused ,and paid a small price. The price is that I have not truly rolled in about 15 years. I have had some great times on pills but nothing like the pills in the early 90`s.

I have never really had a bad depression,or any other horrible side effects but the magic does go away!

I started rolling in 92 and the only real advice I would give is to space out your rolls so that the "magic" takes longer to dissappear. Also you may be one of those people that have the horrible side effects. Luckily I am one of the few people that doesn`t have those side effects.
 
haha only used it once and it was fantastic this was at least three months ago.
 
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