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Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 9, 2021
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Im proud to be sober. Although i dont know how long to consider my length of sobriety because ive slipped up and some of the times i slipped up i dont know when it was. And the times i slipped up it was just vaping or snorting pills that didnt get me high. So here goes.
Been clean from weed from some time in early 2020. I suspect it was after februrary but not too far after because i got on house arrest some point down the line. Ive been on other drugs too such as heroin, dxm, alcohol, hydrocdone, alcohol, etc. But that was before the last time i smoked weed.
Got put in a mental health facility july 2020 and at some point starting in august i started snorting other peoples meds. I was there long term because it was a residential placement. I got peer pressured into snorting the pills that couldnt even get me high. I snorted latuda, lithium, melatonin, and other shit i dont know of. Stupid as fuck i know the whole time i kept trying to get real pills like xanax and aderall.
I know since october 23 2020 ive been clean from pills that "get u high". I know i was clean sometime before that too i just dont rememher when. And ive been clean from everything other than vaping and that happened a few times in early 2021.
My question is how long should i say ive been clean. Should i count the pills thst didnt get me high? Should i count the vaping? I tell myself ive been clean for two years.
Been clean from weed from some time in early 2020. I suspect it was after februrary but not too far after because i got on house arrest some point down the line. Ive been on other drugs too such as heroin, dxm, alcohol, hydrocdone, alcohol, etc. But that was before the last time i smoked weed.
Got put in a mental health facility july 2020 and at some point starting in august i started snorting other peoples meds. I was there long term because it was a residential placement. I got peer pressured into snorting the pills that couldnt even get me high. I snorted latuda, lithium, melatonin, and other shit i dont know of. Stupid as fuck i know the whole time i kept trying to get real pills like xanax and aderall.
I know since october 23 2020 ive been clean from pills that "get u high". I know i was clean sometime before that too i just dont rememher when. And ive been clean from everything other than vaping and that happened a few times in early 2021.
My question is how long should i say ive been clean. Should i count the pills thst didnt get me high? Should i count the vaping? I tell myself ive been clean for two years.