I've been on and off heroin for over 15 years (mostly on, sadly). I had done a literal TON of fentanyl when they still made those delicious Duragesic patches in the early 2000's. I decided to order 100mg of fentanyl on the darknet. I can throw back 600mg of oxy and get a decent high, and have doubled that on many many occasions. My H tolerance is constrained only by finances. I say that as a point of reference. I received the 100mg, and took out literally a spec of powder. My scale isn't accurate enough to measure single milligram doses, but if I had to guess it would have been less than 1mg. Thinking my tolerance was significantly high, I snorted the minuscule bump of powder. Well, I woke up to a nice big fat shot of narcan in my room, surrounded by EMTs, and was taken to the hospital.
OK well that sucked, but unfortunately isn't something new. I figured I really have to be careful with this stuff. I got home from the hospital and decided I would do 1/2 the amount of the tiny sec, and take it sublingually. I figure I made it probably 10 minutes or so before I collapsed. Again, a nice shot of narcan brought me back, and this time there were police there since it was within 24 hours. They wanted my phone password, computer, took all paraphernalia, etc., but the dumb fucks MISSED the fucking bag of fent clearly on my desk! I was fucking shocked when I again came home from the hospital, because I just assumed they took it, and were waiting to analyze it and arrest me.
Anyway, I really don't see how this is even a usable product. I sadly have the highest tolerance out of all the people I know, and I wouldn't dream of giving them any of this. It i the first time in over 15 years I am genuinely scared to even touch this shit. I went through brutal withdrawal, and was too scared to try it. That is honestly unheard of for me and most other opiate addicts. I truly do not understand how this stuff is not killing virtually ALL its users. I just can't imagine how to dose this properly, unless I order a $1,000 digital scale. The worst part is, now I am out of the acute withdrawal and am in that, "well that wasn't so bad" frame of mind I always get after 10 days or so, and I am thinking of trying the fent again, but I am genuinely scared. I am thinking of taking a little spec of powder and mixing it in a 1cc rig, then maybe squirting a few drops in my mouth (or arm?).
Does anyone have experience with this stuff? I am flabbergasted that after all these long, long years, I finally have met my match that there really is an opiate out there that is just too strong
OK well that sucked, but unfortunately isn't something new. I figured I really have to be careful with this stuff. I got home from the hospital and decided I would do 1/2 the amount of the tiny sec, and take it sublingually. I figure I made it probably 10 minutes or so before I collapsed. Again, a nice shot of narcan brought me back, and this time there were police there since it was within 24 hours. They wanted my phone password, computer, took all paraphernalia, etc., but the dumb fucks MISSED the fucking bag of fent clearly on my desk! I was fucking shocked when I again came home from the hospital, because I just assumed they took it, and were waiting to analyze it and arrest me.
Anyway, I really don't see how this is even a usable product. I sadly have the highest tolerance out of all the people I know, and I wouldn't dream of giving them any of this. It i the first time in over 15 years I am genuinely scared to even touch this shit. I went through brutal withdrawal, and was too scared to try it. That is honestly unheard of for me and most other opiate addicts. I truly do not understand how this stuff is not killing virtually ALL its users. I just can't imagine how to dose this properly, unless I order a $1,000 digital scale. The worst part is, now I am out of the acute withdrawal and am in that, "well that wasn't so bad" frame of mind I always get after 10 days or so, and I am thinking of trying the fent again, but I am genuinely scared. I am thinking of taking a little spec of powder and mixing it in a 1cc rig, then maybe squirting a few drops in my mouth (or arm?).
Does anyone have experience with this stuff? I am flabbergasted that after all these long, long years, I finally have met my match that there really is an opiate out there that is just too strong
