how can i keep up??

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i dont wanna give up in life, i know theres lot of things id love to know and see
is there anything i can do for myself to give myself motivaation to keep going and be strong
i know life is a gift, i wanna have a decent life, and im sick of going through periodes of my life where i am so depressed i feel the need to not think about anything all day or ill have an uncontrolable feeling to lay infront of my local traintrack with my head resting on the tracks so i wont feel anymore pain
i havent done anything good with my life in so long, and everytime i do start to see my life in a better life, i look around and remember my past
i just dont wanna end up with nothing good in my life, and then remember the reason why my life is so horrable is because people make me so sad
 
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