Honestly, just desperate trying not to commit the urges

[siipirikko]

Honestly, i'm just looking for some chat to distract from overdosing again. Last attempt didn't work, couldn't walk the next day but had 2 days free from suicidal thoughts, so honestly worth it. I just really don't want to give into this again.

 

[paltatomate]

What would you like to chat about?

 

[siipirikko]

What would you like to chat about?

I really dont know. Anything is amazing at this point, i mean don't want to keep taking these pills every 5mins but the thoughts are too strong

I'm just happy someone responded

 

[paltatomate]

I see you are new here.
Guess you already had a look around?
Much of the open subforums are related to drug / harm reduction, but there are also some others, if that's what you are looking for.

If you want a real chat to keep you distracted, you can also try the bluelight discord server.

 

[paltatomate]

I'm just happy someone responded

We also have sub forums where we talk about whatever comes up, but you need a minimum about of posts to get there. A good way to get them, if you don't feel like answering to drug focused threads, is the word games.

You could also introduce yourself here

New Member Introductions

New? Introduce yourself here! Been here a while? Welcome them!

www.bluelight.org

 

[siipirikko]

I see you are new here.
Guess you already had a look around?
Much of the open subforums are related to drug / harm reduction, but there are also some others, if that's what you are looking for.

If you want a real chat to keep you distracted, you can also try the bluelight discord server.

Yeah im new

Okay, thanks. Ig im just looking for anything to keep from dying? I rly dont want to do this but it feels like the only way yk, this was the only forum i found that was somewhat open &/or didnt require calling authorities called/extra bills so yea

 

[paltatomate]

Yeah im new

Okay, thanks. Ig im just looking for anything to keep from dying? I rly dont want to do this but it feels like the only way yk, this was the only forun i found that was somewhat open &/or didnt rquire halin authorities called/extra bills so yea

Whatever helps to make you feel better.

 

[Senior Moderator]

Yeah im new

Okay, thanks. Ig im just looking for anything to keep from dying? I rly dont want to do this but it feels like the only way yk, this was the only forum i found that was somewhat open &/or didnt require calling authorities called/extra bills so yea

Hey, I am so sorry to hear you're going through this at the moment. I, and a lot of other people in here, have been through what you're going through. How are you doing today? I really hope you're okay

 

[Robi]

I really dont know. Anything is amazing at this point, i mean don't want to keep taking these pills every 5mins but the thoughts are too strong

I'm just happy someone responded

I've not been suicidal,but I know the urges to use pills all too well,always reach out here,it got me through a dark time...wish you healing,if I can recover anyone can.