I have spent 2 Xmases alone in my life (one by choice in 1999 and the other not my choice in 2011). Although I thought that it would be fine....it wasn't. It sucked. It made me miss being around people I love and make me crazy sometimes.
at home, with family, will have to deal with step mom and her two sisters in their 60's drunk as fuck, stupid drunk, so I'll prob just do a lot of ket as being on bupe I can't really get into a opioid haze I have done previously... only get christmas day and new years day off tho
This year will be the first year I have not purchased a single thing for someone else. Also will not have anything to do for the holiday. Depending on the days off I get I might just get loads of shit and drink at the nearest bar all day. .