Holding hands

[*SWeeT-e*]

It's not that you didn't love me.
I didn't love you either.
It was all just kisses
and holding hands
and fucking.
Painting a picture of how love should look...
a picture without a frame
to keep it from blowing away.
Saying the words love says...
doing the things love does...
pretending.
And I didn't even realize it,
I never do,
because I'm too busy wishing it true.
It's no big deal,
I've had worse, much worse.
You didn't even bruise my heart,
let alone break it.
(How can it be, that I'm holding your hand
and I feel even more alone
than I did without you?)
Take back your hand,
I release it.
I'd rather walk empty-handed
my whole life
than stand here and hold yours,
knowing you're not The One.
After awhile, you learn
that being alone doesn't mean
you're incomplete;
and you learn
that love isn't a dream
that comes to you in your sleep.
And when you stop looking
and start holding your own hand,
you're free...
to go anywhere you want.
~kimmy.
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We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we could only fly embracing each other.
[This message has been edited by *SWeeT-e* (edited 24 August 2000).]

 

[Glowstix_in_Training]

dope dope

-tino

 

[lizz168]

********exactly********

 

[whippiechick]

Right on that is exactly how I have been feeling!!!!
I would rather be alone than be unhappy and I would rather be alone then just be with someone to keep me from being alone
*big Hugz*
WhippieCHick-

 

[passionfruit]

I have felt that feeling of being with someone and feeling more alone that when you are by yourself. It is so much better to be alone and work on yourself than to put energy into a relationship where you are not connected on that vital level.
Stay strong!
Tamara

 

[cherub]

I am so with you on that!
Be true to yourself and in the end things will work out!
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen