I've been rxed 135 10mg dex a month for maybe 5 years now. About 3 years ago I told him I smoked weed. I played it down a bit, and was a huge stoner at the time. I still get questions about my weed consumption, when I told him I stopped smoking like 2 years ago. I can see where he is coming from though. He first put me on adderall, he had my bro on adderall and scripting me as his brother was not a huge jump. I requested changing to dexadrine about a year into it and he went along. By the way, this was the best idea EVER. Not even from an abuse standpoint, from an adhd standpoint. That medication agrees with me MUCH better than adderall.
Anyway, I guess I was getting cocky and tried to push my luck. I suggested we try Desoxyn. I don't know why I did it. I am not even that into uppers. I just wanted to try it I suppose. And who knows, maybe it WOULD work great with my 'condition'. He was all for it and at the last second he goes 'hold on' and busts out his PDR. Looks it up....... METHAMPHETIMINES?!?!?!?(he says). Do you know what this is? Do you not read the news? Our city has a huge meth problem, I can't write that.
Then he said something that caught me off guard. He said ' Ya know, if you just want something stronger you can do like one of my other patients does and take two 'bongs' of meth in the morning. He meant taking two hits off the glass dick. I was taken back abit. I am not a tweaker, and while I have hit the glass dick a time or two, it really isn't me. I thought he was setting a trap so I said 'What? Thats illegal, I don't wana do illegal drugs'. Then he just wrote me my dex script and pushed me out the door.
To this day I am not sure if he was being serious or not. It sounds like an obv trap, but you gotta know the guy. His wife is his psych and he is on zoloft, 120mg of adderall a day, sonata at night, dex-methylphenidate. etc etc. He is ALWAYS spun to fuck.
Who knows, maybe he just really really really really believes in stims when treating adhd.
He didn't sweat me too hard about the pot smoking, but thats a psych and these are stims. Opiates are a WHOLE NOTHER ballgame with doctors. At my age, I am rxed 160mg of oxycontin a day. I am LITTERALLY walking a tightrope walk on keeping that script on a daily basis. The doctor is just waiting, begging for me to have the SMALLEST possible hiccup. I have never brought up any drug abuse with him, never been a second early on my RX, never asked for a higher dose. Something as little as him seeing me in front of his office waiting on my appt with friends smoking a cigarette and laughing would be enough for him to kick me off. We have an understanding. I try my god damndest to be a model patient, and he tries his god damndest to find a reason to kick me off. I am happy with the way it is set up. (for the most part)