I have been on oxycodone 4xdaily for many years and am tired of being immune and always needing more i have lupus and severe anxiety joint pain and fell last year right after having a stent put in the iliac vein in my groin....im at one of the lowest places in my life and have been extorted by others whom happened to go to the same dr as me....i have memory loss which am not sure is my lupus or the drug....im scared and want to be the best mother i can ....i feel like a disapointment to everyone and have lost the confidence my children have in me...my husband has a brain tumor and multiple sclerosis and he also is prescribed oxycodone for pain and desperately needs it.....i have exhausted all possibilities to try to stop and a friend gave me some suboxone so i can try to start out the new year clean and try to save our home thats going into foreclosure....i took my first sub this morning and was wondering when to take the next piece....can i take my anxiety alprazolam with this or not? Was just hoping there was someone else who might know or has gone through similar situation. I love my family and dont want to hurt anyone aNYMORE WITH MY BEHAVIOR.